F*CK MY DRAG! (w/ Mano Agapion & Deja Skye)

This is a head-gumma original. Skill of love to throw some shade Keep key with the gaze It's time to try I come, time to try I come, try again You're off! Let's see you're off You're off, you're flat Hey everyone, you're listening to RuPaul's Drag Race It's only podcast It's the only podcast in the world that covers RuPaul's Drag Race Only outlet is talking about Drag Race as a phenomenon Holy shit, what a privilege for you to be listening I am so, I'm Anno Gapian I'm so delighted to be joined by the one and only Drag Race alum Drag Race Vegas Diva Season 14 Snatch Game Winner Miss Deja Sky Oh my god, it's me It's you, Deja What the hell are you doing in here on this day Girl, we are here to talk some mess We are here to talk about everything except for Drag Race And I'm here for it Living! Okay, I do want to talk to you about Drag Race Vegas Because I just saw you in the show Yeah! Holy shit, that was fun Did you love it? I loved it! I had such... Okay, I've seen the show twice That show was even better than the first time I saw it Oh! Was it because of my presence? I have to admit it was You were just a stacked-ass cast Like you, Latrice hosting, unbelievable Amazing She's so good at bullshitting And then being like, okay, we're getting back to the show Yeah, exactly, you know, that's the thing about being a host It's obviously there's so many variables Like they have an air piece, they have to be Very like weary of everything around them But if you could just go off the cuff and be like, oh And then segue into the next thing That's how you know you're a good host You gotta be listening, right? Yes, she's listening She's fucking around with people She's roasting people, but not in the way that she's so magical I mean, it was you, Coco's amazing Doing her Janet number I love Panjaina, holy shit I love Panjaina I love Panjaina Amazing, and then it was you And then it was Jada and Derek Jada Sophia is my favorite part of that cast Because she is just like in real life She is doing her own thing Kookie Kookie, when she comes out with the shake weight And she's just, what? It's so funny And then to me, my favorite part of the entire show Is there another thing when she turns around She's like, oh, my tits are on backwards That to me was everything She was having way too much fun At the moment, we're like The mirror song That like really touching mirror song She was having too much fun on stage And like in a distracting way I was like Jada, someone's spilling their heart over there Like stop doing Mirror prop And she's over here brushing no hair Yeah Or she was like writing messages in the fake mirror And I was like, oh my god She's having fun She doesn't care about that or whatever else And then She's the tourist sister So we get along like She's so funny She for the meet and greet She brought a slide whistle Does she do that every night? No, so she wanted to bring it out So the lip sync thing So whatever it works She was like I'm gonna go like She didn't bring it out But it's totally fine She's just, she's so funny But me and Jada literally We cheeky because we have super dead jokes Like dumb dead jokes And we're pretty much the only ones laughing at our own jokes But honestly, that's fine That is the key to life Laughing at your own jokes Yeah, there's no one else I'm going to Yes, you have to be your own biggest fan I mean, if you're not It sounds like one of really like If you're not your own fan How do you expect some stranger to be your fan Sure, yeah, I mean There's a lot of girls who really are always looking for What's the next next thing And you're going to put yourself No one else is going to do that Because I'm a starboard, I don't know about y'all But I'm very stubborn And so until I see it With my own eyes Then I'll adjust You know, that's obviously What's seeing yourself on TV Or my YouTube channel or on stage I'm the type of person where I'll watch my performance is back Or my hosting back Because drag is your personal thing It's your art form So anyone telling you Otherwise, it's very To me, I go into like Alert like I go into like Kill Bill Fireburn Yeah Yeah That moment Okay, I love that I love that you're perfecting your thing And you're kind of growing your Everything you do right now Like you're doing YouTube You're doing makeup Talk to me more Yeah, so I mean, everyone says it Like I'm really inspired by people like Will People like Bob That really took their online presence To the M-degree off drag race Because they always say It's what you do after is how you achieve longevity It's how you achieve That everlasting thing It's not just a 15-minute Because there's always Like you have to kind of There's more than that It's in to me what was insane was I think after I think after Willow was crowned There was like three or four more winners Within like two months And I was like yeah So you like like It's pretty crazy and like And drag race live they say losing is a new winning And it's kind of too because winning doesn't mean Right As much as it meant Yes Then winning now is just a cash prize Yes, and you know you obviously get Opportunity but again it's always Whatever you make out of it That's like going on like I was like It's fine if I don't win at least I'm here At least I'm getting my self Shown to the world and then I'll make A path for myself And I always thought that like I had good makeup of being on drag race and seeing the Reception from everyone I was like oh you have great makeup like let's take it into That like direction And then there's nothing more than people Love than seeing too Alarm interact That's their favorite thing in the world Why yeah hot yeah and trick Steve Bob and what like they love People like interacting So then when I did Deaths Advid Asia and it's taking off so little bit Surely I'm like okay We we have something here Yeah, you have a couple things Like do you cover with Desha analysis There's like deja views Like so yeah But I love that I love that you're like Experimenting with all of it you want to keep it all Like all the balls up in the air and see what I do Yeah, I do I think that it's very easy to Go into a niche which is totally fine But I think in order to have a bigger audience The niche just can't technically be just right I mean that totally can sorry anything But I think that I'm trying to Cancel her I'm on X I'm on X.com canceling you I hate X okay keep going It's so dumb Reds was a bus too I know yeah like I'm her person Where I don't have ADHD But I feel like I do sometimes I just get bored So to me it's like Like when I do a Desha analysis Of an entire season that doesn't bore me Because it's like new content right Every week something new With the Desha but it's a new person But if I I just don't want to be that person That just is only doing this or only doing that It's it's getting me views It's getting me you know notoriety But I want it but I also want to do things That I really really really really really really Really love to do you know yeah to me I I rarely painted in Really painted anyone but I was like you know what People were asking for it and I really enjoy it So I was like okay let me go there And then let me kind of take this Moment to do that But I was a super fan of drag race before I was on drag race So inevitably It's kind of going to be drag race related And some Interaction But I have so many questions One I want you're talking about face And like obviously like everyone has different styles Like what do you think your philosophy is to face To to make up you know what I mean Like is it yeah talk to me Yeah talk to me Dramatic is is what I go for colorful and dramatic I mean that's that's my presence That's my visual aesthetic that's my personality I just feel like being colorful and dramatic Is the way to go like I love a really bold eyes Something that someone is going to be like oh my god I love you know and that could be a wig choice that could be an outfit That could be true that could be anything You know and I really I just have person Where my personality comes through With what I'm wearing or my makeup skills or my hair and stuff like that Like I I will dabble in subtlety But it's still have predation twists And and again I am not that person that really listens to whatever people do So what I just when I chose to not do brows And then I do brows here and there People automatically go into like Oh did someone and I'm like no I just wanted to put on brows one day Like yeah I wanted to put on brow like there's nothing wrong with that You know but I think that now Because I have such a distinct face That maybe when I go off the beaten path A lot of people go like oh where's that You know right But again I get bored So I always try to change something up in my face I've learned to not I've learned to not be afraid of the face shape Because I don't really contour and carve anymore I feel like the bold eye The bold eye and the big lashes Mama that's what it is But my face is very blended Like I try to go for that blended kind of looks Just because I'm not afraid of it I fucking get it I'm fine with having a fat face and a fat body I'm fine with that Everyone's putting fat back into their faces Like hello Like George Clooney George we saw the work Don't pretend like you didn't get work It's good work It's good work What's his name? I don't like him anymore I don't like him What's the one from Jurassic World? Chris Oh Pratt He got work done Mama Really? Really? Oh I gotta look him up He's a bad man He's terrible He's a terrible Get out of here Instead he basically And like it's funny to me When people don't see like What's going on there's like oh they just happen to divorce And then he got remarried a year later That doesn't happen Mama He got popular And became a sex symbol And then he was like oh I need to try this Out honey Let me put on That's fucked up And see that's why gay men are better Honey can I go fuck this stranger I love you and I want to be in a relationship with you Can I go fuck this stranger And then the queer partner is like yeah you can go fuck a stranger Just come back after Sure absolutely That's the thing is gay people invented open relationships Because we naturally just are horrors Yeah we are horrors But it turns out Penises are fun And when you're penis When your penis touches something else it feels good too Really good Now I use to not really like touch it I have so much talk about I do want to talk about like Let's talk about Drag Race stuff Let's talk about the stupidity of it Let's talk about the stupidity of like what fans say about season 14 Like how are you weathered like the way stupid Drag Race fans are like Season 14 What do you do with that That Okay so I remember during our season Or during our season was airing We got a lot of flat for you know Oh it's a long season blah blah Even though we were the normal You didn't write the season I know but I do remember I do recall I think that's not going to die or someone And I said I think that in a couple of years Our season will be looked at fondly Like our season will be like oh that's a comfort season They're that and that happened quicker than I thought It's literally this year after season 15 Air season 15 was great But after season 15 air Then the really truly love was coming up Yeah A season 14 like this And that and I love this and I love that So I think for me I love that people are finally Giving the love to season 14 I mean I'm not saying you agree But I'm just saying that I'm glad that people are opening their eyes to seeing what a loving season Obviously people automatically go to You know there wasn't that much drama and there wasn't this and blah blah blah You can have a season with just You know a friendship season and have People that you like and care about Obviously there was drama like every season had drama But maybe it wasn't to your aunt's degree And people irritate the Can I cast Oh my god If you don't cast I'll kick you off People irritate the fuck out of me Because the same people that say Where's the drama? Are the same people Someone that's causing drama death Yeah Same people There was a contestant Actually two contestants on season 15 That people were talking so much crap about Then the season was over Then they wanted to crazy defend them I'm like you can't have it both ways You can't Either be a shittles fan Have your favorites and move the fuck on But you cannot be an evil cunt And then because everyone else was liking them Being like oh my god Dragaries can't be your only personality That's called a cult Period Dragaries can not be your only personality You have to have a mind And like to me I was actually talking about the drag queen About this I heard that I said that With dragaries fans I feel like they have a hive mindset Which is Whatever my favorite things that's what I think Out of the norm and you can Like other people I think for me my main issue From the fan base was the fact that they just overlooked me Because there was another Cornbread She was the favorite She was the fan favorite She was the bigger personality But then they overlooked me Because on paper We're the same person even though we're nothing alike She has her sense of humor I asked my sense of humor I can't compute I mean they'll put Seven white twinkie drag queens in a row And love them all Oh my god let the church say But they can't like Let two plus sized people of color have their moments And that to me was the most frustrating part But people are slowly coming around And you know it's easier said than done But you kind of just What you're saying is so true I'm sorry it's just so true And it's just racism If any drag race fan is listening I want you to continue to challenge the way you allow white queens And drag performers to be Ideosing, critic, and specific And part of different communities But queens of color Like you have to be the queen of color You have to be that It's been happening for years Look at Naomi Campbell She was the token black queen There was a room for no one else That is the most infuriating part So we had Bostodaya, Camden, Willow, Jasmine You gave love, gave love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love And don't compare them ever But then you see someone like me in cornbread Who are plus sized and people of color that are humorous And then it's like well I only like one of them It's like Right girl Right you can like an entire cat It's tokenism No I know But it's just so interesting Yeah it's like that you have a sense of humor That is like kind of cerebral And you've been said like that's a fun thing Even like dad, jokie, whatever you Whatever like I don't you know You have so many kinds of senses of humor But like that can't be appreciated Because they just want you to be ex Sure yeah And the thing is No she couldn't have one on her She couldn't have one songs on her own Everyone else had to be bad Like you can't let a bitch have a moment You can't let me breathe It's always It's always but She did this But love love love But it's like no bitch just let me have my moment So I mean it's right Again it's getting better but during the season It was a It was hard And I didn't even have it horribly bad It was just more or less a misconception type of thing You bring up yeah it's so goddamn true And in just like two more years People would be like oh that was iconic Because the season gave us so many surprises And I think sometimes these fans They don't like surprises And then in retrospect like oh that was kind of iconic That drag race was trying weird shit out Like literally I was born at a young age It's still trending I see it all the time on TikTok It's everywhere Did you come up with that line? Maddie came up with I was born at a young age That is really fun Yeah But none of that matters Like none of that matter You'll say stuff like Oh well she just she won't smash game by saying the same thing over and over So there's so many other people that won't smash game What are you talking about? If it's not broke don't fix it It's just one of those things I mean again I continue to tell myself It could be so much worse I am literally part of a management that loves me I've been able to tour the world I've been able to live comfortably So I just continue to tell myself It could be worse But you know hoping That's why I wanted the social media presence Is to For people to forgive me And the light that I know myself of I'm not just a up person I'm not a down person I'm chill and I have you know ebbs and slows So I wanted people to see me And be edit that I wanted Not saying drag race didn't it's just People will look at an edit on drag race And know that and feel like that's your only personality But that's supposed to be weird About being a queen in the spotlight Is you have to put yourself out there Continually continually continually And whether people love you or hate you You kind of have to throw both of that But all of it away Because you just keep honoring you Yeah and there's people that will I know plenty of queens that will just Speed into that character Because that's what people love But for me I don't want to be remembered As someone who gave into What society wanted I want it to be remembered As someone who was one is a great drag queen But someone who paved the way for herself As opposed to You know what I'm just relying on this And I'm just relying on that It's like that's like a dense prevail You kind of want to pave your way And you kind of like I want the world to see the real me And I want them to think I'm me Yeah So fucking true So fucking true Okay we have more questions for you But first we got to take a break So Okay Silent stage just guy I feel like taking a break Thank you to Angie for sponsoring this Headgun podcast Angie has made it easier than ever to connect With skilled professionals To get all your home projects done well Indeed So if you own a home you know how much work It can take whether it's everyday maintenance And repairs or making dream projects A reality It can be hard just to know where to start But now all you need to do is Angie that And find a skilled local pro Who will deliver the quality and expertise you need Yeah doing stuff yourself seems fun But then you actually get to You know solving a problem And you realize that you can create 10 more problems And you probably should have just paid A professional to deal with it right off the bat You can easily injure And or maim yourself as well Yeah you don't want to do that No Angie has over 20 years of home service experience And they've combined it with new tools To simplify the whole process You just get the app, answer a few questions And Angie can handle the rest from start to finish It's very convenient It sure is folks which means you can take care of just about any home project And just a few taps Because when it comes to getting the most out of your home You can do this when you Angie that So download the free Angie mobile app today Or visit Angie.com That's ANGI.com Thank you Angie Angie.com Thank you Hey you like podcasts right? 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When did you get funny? Have you been funny? I was like to ask funny people When were you as a kid or adolescent When we were like, damn, I might be funny You know They say this all the time Few work out from a dark place I didn't have the most amazing childhood So I think that humor was that Escapism And I was always like But towards like middle Like a middle school Kind of fifth grade middle school high school That's when I turned into kind of that like class clown And it was because I was going through a lot of Home stuff That wasn't the best So then I used school As the outlet to kind of I don't know like I guess hearing people laugh I've always loved the Sound of laughter And the sound of Oh, I got someone so I think that's where it came from Did you imagine hating the sound of laughter? Could you imagine? Just being like, oh my god Shut up! I can't imagine that Yeah, I 100% get that And you know, you get that positive feedback Especially when sometimes you're getting Not positive feedback in other areas Because our world is I mean pick a word racist You know, sides phobic, pick a word Girl, everything in the world I will say Never in my last time Thought I would ever see a pandemic I never thought I would see a Suck in celebrity in the White House I never thought I would see The George Floyd incident I never thought it There's so many things that I'm like There's no way that that would happen in my generation And then it's too good Now I'm just, I'm ready for anything and everything girl I am not surprised by anything I am fully bitch You look weathered, you're in the movie twister Because you look weathered. I feel like anything can happen And anyone is capable of anything That's what I feel like That's the world A current presidential frontrunner Is fighting jail Like this shit is not real anymore You know, I There's polls coming out That he actually is not the frontrunner He's not even the He's not the frontrunner And the polls cannot Which he knows The GOP side, the polls actually That he actually is not the frontrunner He's not like Donald Duck He's not the frontrunner He's not the frontrunner You mean for their side or for the whole picture For their side They got a lot of fans Yeah I will say this Democrats for the most part Well, actually Democrats in general We are not a cult This is going to all the conservatives out there All of my conservative drag her listeners Listen up Deja's talking We do not have to go out to every second rally We do not have to go out to anything The only thing that we have to do is vote Period And that's all we're doing We don't need to show the world again Being a Democrat is not our personality No So to me it's just like a no-brainer Like people are just going to show up When it's time to show up Mel and their ballots and that's it Moving on Period Period This girl's already been canceled How much more can we talk about her She's canceled She's done, it's not going to happen It's done But that's what happens When you made racist I'm excited for Gen Z It feels like their America might be pretty cute But in the meantime Yeah Also they were the reasons why Because Gen Z are trolls I love them That's a possible way They were doing what I know there was one huge event Where they are 12,000 tickets Yes I know exactly what you're talking about I don't know Let's go ahead and get into I could talk to you about everything forever But I do want to know We call this pod Fuck my drag When we invite our drag race legends on To talk about something not drag race For once in their goddamn life Yeah Fuck my drag Tell me about something you're obsessed with It does not have to do with drag race You're into truly anything TV show Animals Anything Well I'm still into hand side porn So there's that Where I talk to me My favorite thing I don't know I'm so chill My favorite thing to do right now Actually is watching Recaps of movies that I will never see And it's entirety Ooh I love this I can't sit down unless I'm really intrigued by a movie Fun like I'll go on YouTube And I'll type in blah blah blah recap And you'll see the pretty much the entirety of the movie And like a 15 minute thing You are kidding And then most of the time I will go back And actually watch the movie I'll be like oh this actually seems interesting So you spoil yourself to hell But you want to make sure you're gonna like the journey Yes because I'm not gonna That's why I don't get into like series Series is is is is Series is is is is She already done series is is Like I could feel like Wednesday That was like what seven episodes But I can't get involved In a law I know myself I will want to go back and I don't have the time to go back Did you watch succession I didn't watch succession You might want to consider it But again it's tough because the buy-in Is white billionaires right Which is like bummer You lost me It's a no for me Um for those reasons I'm out I did watch strangers Stranger things season four Okay I missed it I missed it It was it was pretty iconic But then Then I watched a three hour recap of the first Ah I'm fine with that I'm fine with that I y'all I just I don't know I just I don't have the time I guess I'm becoming more in-patient But I just don't have the time to just To a series and I'm such a person We're all asleep because I'm staying up Till 5 am because I don't want to Like what's the next episode I've done that myself I've done that way do you watch trailers Because I if I know I'm gonna watch a movie I try to avoid the trailer Because I think the trailer takes everything away Yeah I didn't watch not one Barbie trailer Especially Marvel anything Marvel Because I love Marvel Anything Marvel I do not watch The trailers because I will get my hopes up one Or they just get way too much Like when did literally Trailer stuff become recap Yeah yeah yeah Yeah it's like especially for rom coms You're like I know every fucking beat now Um what's your favorite Marvel like entity Storm Storm Storm Like she inspired me to be like That badass kind of drag queen Like is that what you're called Deja Sky I think it is No But sort of in general I just always looked up to One I saw myself in her obviously I'm a melanated you know person So I saw myself in her And I love that she was the leader And I love that she was strong female And I love that I know when I first started doing drag I was the I think I was a little too much Like a little too in your face And a little too like Confident You know but you I was the bitch like my first year of drag Because I felt like I had to prove myself I felt like I didn't want to go into it Having anyone walk all over me And then And then you just level out And then you start coming at one And adults And then you start becoming kind of Just like more confident into yourself And certainly as opposed to having to Girl I know 55 girl drag queens That are still That Not the good kind of confident There's that like Rejection Like defensive Like when a dog barks at you Because they're trapped in the cage Who are you still proving yourself to Right You are 105 years old Who are you Girl you don't need to prove yourself to anyone And I know that they're still proving themselves to themselves Like I feel like they're trying Coming from inside Yes, they're trying to project How they truly feel on the inside to other people Like like I don't know if they've been hurt I don't know what's going on But I don't have time for it And honestly for me I don't have time for the response And I just learn this And I use it a lot When someone tries to come for you Out of nowhere Like I just had a forekeeping That's it But if someone comes out I know you're aggressive I know what you're going to say Oh my god can you say that again And then they go like They don't either say it again To be a bitch Everyone you can't do it Because then they know To either not fuck with you again Or other people See how they really are And then they're like problem solved That is so interesting That's like a metaphor of like Because they're baiting you So it's like they're putting out the line They want that same thing with the fan They want you to comment back They want you to give in that satisfaction But when it's so funny When you put stuff like Okay Or gotcha They don't know what to say Because they want to rebuttal So when you just leave it as a Sentence done period Then they're like well that's not what I wanted So I'm going to go on another thing I'm here for this metaphor It's like imagine if a fish Imagine if a literal fish Handed you back your hook And went You read me bitch Yeah And so that's the main thing is You either embarrass them In front of everyone How they were trying to embarrass you And people see them for who they really are Or they continue And then you just keep on going like Huh? Like you just make them feel dumb And that's the main thing is Because they want a rebuttal You just give them like I stole this trick from Nicole If someone says something crazy to you She replies by saying I'm sorry you're having a hard day Like and it like It freaks people out It freaks people out I'm sorry you did that Yeah, I'm sorry you're having a hard day Like and they just end up Because then they're less like What? Yeah, they always do the Oprah The And then you know it's hard to not read comments And it's hard to not Want to clap back But I have been learning especially in person That one not everything is a sisterhood So not everyone's going to get along But also to you it's like If I did nothing to you and you're just coming at me It's very like okay well here's the way To like defuse it And make you look like an evil client that you really are You know A trillion percent You said something really I want to know Obviously you know RuPaul is so famous for saying Drag reveals who you are And you're because you're talking about queens Who haven't revealed something about themselves They need they need to learn something about themselves Like what do you feel like you learned about yourself Or have you had that like big Drag breakthrough of like oh damn Deja Sky taught this about me Yeah, I mean I learned that I am actually more sensitive than I ever thought And I've learned that You know to an extent Um It's not that I care about I don't care about what people think of my drag I care about what people think of me as a person So to me And it's not even like Oh my god, I'm up at night being like Oh my god, why don't people blah blah blah blah That's more or less where it's coming from So to me I learned that I'm actually a pretty sensitive person Because for so long I had the shield Of funny Like no, I'm funny, no, you're just going to blah blah blah blah And I kept people out of this And it was actually really hard to Make long lasting relationships Because I have the garga You know because obviously you've been through a lot So on drag race First episode when I was crying I was like oh so I pretty much just learn Like don't be afraid of emotions You know and don't be afraid To voice how you're feeling To people that you love and really kind of be there Because I've also always been The person that people came to for advice But rarely Was I ever given the same Kind of respect Of when I had an issue No one was really around to like Yeah listen to me You know But I just learned that I'm that I'm sensitive And there's nothing wrong with being sensitive you know I mean I don't cry myself to sleep at night But honestly what I do do If you ever feel emotional And this is good advice If you ever feel emotional Going to YouTube and type in happy tears So that way you can get the emotions out But you're But you're crying because you're happy I love that What it is if it's little puppies If it's like army people coming back from war and surprisingly They're relative to like a massive kindness So you're feeling the emotion of getting that out But it's like happy because then you don't feel like That afterwards you just feel kind of like I'm glad I got that out moving on You know? Oh yeah totally I used to do that I used to watch clips of Ellen And cry And now I'm crying because she's screaming at me And verbally abusing me But um yeah I have things to change Oh the devil's a term Still crying Yeah I 100% get that That is very good advice I mean I feel there's something else that's always on my cry list Speaking of Marvel Guardians of the galaxy volume three Oh yeah Jesus Christ I couldn't like I watched the premiere of it But I couldn't go back to the theaters Because I was like oh no this is going to be bad But then that was from Disney Plus And I'm like I just watched it Nice go Yeah Well but you You have come across them And you loved these characters It was never my favorite character Yeah same But just seeing how much Like his backstory Seeing what he's been through It's kind of that same full circle moment That's why he had the guard up Because of that And then you kind of see that a little bit Even with like um Thor You see like the reason why he's so guarded And he tries to be happy all the time And then but he's lost everyone he's loved So you just you just feel for people like that That relatability I feel like it's so important to Marvel Which is what DC doesn't have DC is just dark and gloomy And they just rely on the same Character every time They cannot figure it out They can't I don't get it like to me I feel like DC was the more popular One? Yeah it totally But then in the 90s right The first sort of making movies Marvel have this like way of creating a world And I think also too Like and this is something that like I always liked is Marvel is More fantasy In the real world And the post to DC Is real and a fake world So it's very dark and gloomy But it's in like Gotham That's interesting Whereas Marvel obviously not in space So what marble in the US would use real cities like oh there in New York there in blah blah blah blah. So it was almost like it was what we wanted because we wanted to just walk out of our house and go fly, you know, mean so they're like, oh we're California flying. So to me that was always that like related ability slightly. But it's all the fantasy part. Yeah, you bring up a good point. X-Men was like, I mean, you love storm and like X-Men was so key in our childhood. Remember that X-Men cartoon, holy shit. That theme song gives you juice. No, no, no, no, no, no. I mean that was so good. But what marble like property do you feel like they need to like they either need to visit for the first time or they need to redo like they need for sure. Yeah, you need to redo X-Men for sure. I think there's a I think to they should really dive into because no one expected guardians of the galaxy to do as well as it did. And no one I didn't know who guardians of the galaxy was. They need to do more properties where you have no idea who it is because obviously Spider-Man has been redone. Yes, oh my god. So hope X-Men, but I'm slightly biased. But I think that they should visit properties that are maybe not as popular and that could become as popular as guardians of the galaxy. You know, and I think that they could definitely do that. And also too many shows too many shows stop with the show because now your box office is like your secondary when it should be. You remember when people would line up. Yeah for hours get tickets months in advance. That doesn't happen anymore because there's no there's no longer a special occasion because you can go into the plus and just watch a brand new series. And it's entirety and the series isn't even that good. Like the only the only series in my opinion that did the damn thing was one division. Yeah. Everything after that was just like I kind of slightly enjoyed moon night. Uh-huh. But every I tried to watch secret invasion. I was like. No man. No man. I like she-hulk too. I like she-hulk. I just thought it was like interesting. The style was cool. And we have justice for she-hulk and the reason why I'm saying this is y'all really thought that it was supposed to be taken serious. That's what I'm saying. Y'all really thought this she's a campy lucky she's a whole what y'all it was that tire it was supposed to be camp it was supposed to be stupid. But people are like I can't believe why would they ever feminine feminine. I'm like oh my god he was really supposed to be a fine show like a fine campy show. It felt like cartoons from the 90s like in a cool way. Yeah. That was Marvel's aesthetic Marvel was the bright. It can't be aesthetic and we we kind of lost it for a little bit. And then she hulk was that you know but of course people are going to see a woman led show and automatically be. Give every single type of critique in the world and I'm like y'all it was meant to be satire was meant to camp. Reed got fans. God fans of everything fans fans. Fans are back. And culture. Our fan culture is stupid. Yeah I mean yeah yeah because we can we can't say that well not this and not yes fan culture. Like what you're saying there's something there we're going to come up like I feel like we're going to teach a class on this or like there is a class coming up that like queer people are excited to be a part of pop culture. Because we've been ostracized for so many years so then like for example drag race culture gave us an avenue into pop culture. So then that gave so many queer people that are used to being silenced in avenue into a voice however they took that voice opportunity and immediately lost their mind. Right yeah it was very much the you did this to me so I'm doing that to you yeah yeah it's it's like burning a flame with the flames that doesn't make come you guys we got to get it together. Yeah we really do because I again been a ginormous fan of drag race before even step so I know every single season every contestant sure but I'm never in my life. Wanted to tweet a death threat or want us to be like how dare you obviously it is a competition series there's outcomes that you don't agree with and there's outcomes that you absolutely agree with but keep it to your day. Stop yes have a venue for it happen outlet for it but then also like have the decency to point at yourself and go but fuck me who cares who gives a fuck. People the people that our fans have never set foot in a heel. They've never put on a real one last. It is difficult and happy and when you first start out you you're making some change like you never have to do that you're just viewing your kind of things and that was the other thing that people were like you're an alum so by you talking about drag race it makes sense because you've been in drag race. You're supposed to just a fan just making videos and stuff like that I'm like there's there's opportunity for everyone but I just feel like for me. Do it and either a constructive or a positive way like don't just have a channel or don't just be obscenities when you have no idea what you're talking about and you're just evil and a con that's gone that was gone with the beauty community with fucking you know the other. Just for star and all that's all that is gone in certain canceled personality. It's true like people get canceled just breathe enjoy the show have an opinion watch it with your friends but don't have me don't. That doesn't make any sense like it's always as soon as as soon as you like reply anything they always go oh my god no I love you I didn't think you were going to see that. I'm like you literally tags you. Shut the fuck up. People are weird people are weird people are weird people are weird it's true. Oh okay we're going to talk about weird people but first one more tiny break. This episode is sponsored by BetterHelp. You got a lot of brain squirrels in there. Yeah I do. I have loud brain squirrels in my head going and thankfully better help keeps those squirrels quiet. That's right they sleep in in there thanks to better help because better help has matched me with a license professional therapist. 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Visit betterhelp.com slash drag her today to get 10% off your first month. That's better help H-E-L-P dot com slash drag her. Bring back my break. Oh hello that's that's my husband. Hi husband. Hi. We're back bring back my break, Dacia. I you went to Greece recently. I did. Wait, did you have fun? Did your viewers adjust? I got so melanated. You got them in a lot of nation. Okay, I wasn't going to go to the islands. We did. Well, we went to make it out and then we went to a couple of islands on like a cruise. Fun. So it was amazing. I became obsessed with chicken soup locky like amazing. Yes. Yum. Tzatziki and a year of bread. Mama, it was so good. Also, Greece has the most beautiful man I've ever seen in my life. Hmm. I'm telling you everywhere I look there was not one person. Yeah, I wouldn't have just got them in the store. She has a tie. Beautiful. Yeah. Terry, bearded and light. Yeah. I get it. I do get it. It's like you like you and a sailor with a cigarette coming out of his mouth and his dirty forearms. It's so beautiful. Yeah. And then I learned actually I already forgot the terms, but it was really funny because I had a layover in Germany. Yeah. Everyone was saying hello. Hello everywhere, right? Yeah. So then I took that I took that to Greece and the people I was with I was with Patea from Canada. Love. And so whatever I said hello, she would know that I was like floating or like saying hello to like a hot guy. Right, right, right. So I would be like hello. And she would go because she was seeing the world. And like intercept with Greek being like yaza. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Very love. I swear I learned like the basic things, but I and they're gone. I have short term memory. I have short term memory. It'll come back when you return. Yeah. Oh, I'm going back next year. Mama. Hello. I wouldn't. I think I was there at the same time. Me and Nicole were in Mekonos at the end of July. We could have been there the exact same damn time. How did you go into the new beach at Mekonos? We didn't. We were close to the new beach. Okay. But I was like. It's not really a new beach. It's more like a nude area. Area. Yeah. But but something about Greece in a weekend. Did you get naked? I got fully naked. Holy bitch. Holy bitch. I was just living my life snorkeling with the fish. I mean, maybe it was because we were there for like bear week. So maybe I was seeing like guys with. I love that. Just a little something to make it feel less intense. Yeah. Because I mean, but honestly, in general, like when I go to any any pool or any. I have my shirt. I don't care. But fully naked. I never thought I would do that. That was just. Yeah. With the nature. I love that. It was. It was so gorgeous. Beautiful. It'll do that. It'll do that. It does. The spirit awakens for sure. The spirit awakens. Dacia, you're killing it in Vegas right now. Before I let you go, I want to know, will you ever return to the show? To the. Sure. Would you? Of course. I will definitely return when the timing is right. Yeah. I just feel like going back prematurely is kind of dumb. I know that there are a lot of girls that feel. It strikes the eye and when it's hot. I just feel like. Yeah. How you are one first grade. And also how you do will follow you throughout your entire career. Because people know me for 14. I was consistent. I was the yeah girl. Like. Yeah. Yeah. What if I. The thing is that what if I go on all stars prematurely? Yeah. And I. And I get eliminated first. Then I'm going to be known as that. 14 will be overshadowed. Yeah. That's so true. That's the scary part. Now, if it was a non elimination. That hypothetically speaking. Yeah. It was more of like an incentive. It's more of like, okay. Yeah. All the thousands of dollars that you put into the show of your looks. You get to show off your looks. That's the main reason I have talked to countless. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Howless alum. And I'm like, why haven't you returned? And of course they've asked them. Yeah. And they go straight into. Well, I don't want to go home first. You know, or I'm standing. Thousands of dollars on looks. And yet I probably won't be able to show them. That's the risk that you don't have on regular drag. Because now, as an all star, you. Are hopefully established as an entertainer. And you don't want it to ruin that. Everything you've built for, like everything you've worked hard for, like this apathy. Like, these girls that have. Been unscathed. For years with no controversy. Just fans, fans, fans, fans. What if they go back and. I don't know. They become a bitch or they end not in the place that people thought they was because now there's an expectation. That's so real. If you were top. What? Five up. If you were top five, totally you better be top five. Where people are going to be right now, I don't want to crucify you. It's pretty crazy. I'm like y'all. Oh, again. Be nice, be, but I know you had, you were really loved on your season. You were really fun. You got that classic like fun. You were like a rock. You were like that emotional rock. Yes, I was like the mom of the group for sure. Yeah, people definitely saw that. They were like, you know, I may not like that that blah blah blah, but they're like, I love a personality. She's just lovable. So at least I got that out of it. At least I got more of like, I really enjoy her personality. So I had something and it's something that will not change. So that's good. And I also don't think I have anything quote unquote besides a roast. I don't think I have anything quote unquote to like prove when I go back. Uh huh. I just want it to be at the perfect timing. I feel like 14 was the perfect timing for me. And I want to continue that with an all star. And I will definitely do an all star before I do a version of the world first. Like I definitely want to do an all star first because I feel like versus the world is more or less like that last two raw, you know? And yeah, yeah, like that last kind of just like sure, I'll do it. Why not? Why not? Why in the jujube not? Who cares? You know, that. Yeah. But yeah, I definitely want to just, I mean, of course, I, I literally miss it. I was just talking to Jonathan Kennedy about this. I was like, we miss on Drag Race, but it's more or less like it's got to be that perfect timing. Gotta be happy. Well, I can't wait. I know the fans can't wait. Um, I can't, I hope you, I hope you become a monster and you become a villain the next time you're back. Yeah. A fun villain. I'm going to become like, you know, that's the thing. I like villains long as they have a redeeming quality. Like, right? Like Raven. Yes, the, the Raven, they, they have redeeming qualities. They're like fun, villain, you know, they're just not just an asshole. They're just redeeming qualities to them. Like, y'all, y'all, if there was not one villain on the show, you would hate it. Yeah. You would be bored. You'd be like, there's no this, there's no that. But then when there's a villain, you still hate it. And I'm like, oh my god, there's no, there's no, there's no winning fans. Please breathe. We'll try and breathe, let it, let it play out. And then, and then truly go out and eat, go out, walk children in nature, go decompress, come back to the show, do something on your own, have a personality, be creative, suck a dick, shut the fuck up, go do something. That's the best way to shut someone up. Yeah, I just, um, a day to remind us where we can support you and like, where are we going to support you? Where are we coming to see you? How much longer are you in Vegas? All that stuff. Yes, okay, so I live in Vegas now. So you can come see me at Drive Race Live or the Drag Race or Senior Frog. You can find me on all my social media, under Vision Sky. And of course, my YouTube channel, I'm really trying to get, I have a goal of 50k subscribers by the end of the year, so I'm really trying to meet that. Yes. So yeah, but yeah, that's where you can find me. Okay, we'll put those links below. So click below if you're listening. Um, yeah, deja, you're unbelievable and amazing. Um, oh my god. Well, I can't wait to see you again in real life person. Um, I have a million questions for you, but we're going to have to wait because we're out of time. We're out of time. It's going to be on the next episode. It's going to be a part two as some part two. I'll just say really quickly, how funny. I was in Vegas during the Renaissance weekend. And the amount, the number of women wearing silver that also had throw up in their hair, um, was staggering. Um, it was a very funny weekend to be there because everyone's like, I'm, I'm Beyonce. I'm fierce this weekend. And then two hours later, yeah, barefoot in the Vegas street, vomit on your sequin dress. I've seen so many videos of, um, really smart people selling flats. Outside. Yeah. So word, that is how you make your first million. So after the Renaissance, we all say concert. Yes. 100%. I love it. Oh, I don't know. So for having me, thank you for coming on. OK, till next time, let the music play. Is this where we dance? Dance. This is the main event. Are you ready? Yeah. That was a hit thumb original.