Swoggle Gets Fired

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got fired man I view this as yet sucked that it happened and yeah I got fired from my dream job and I'm not going to be one of these guys that goes out and acts I did so much since that come on now let's be honest let's be honest like I've done a good amount but like I'm not going to stay sitting here and go I made myself away from them no that's not a real thing that's not realized how this works that's not how the world of wrestling works but like I'm gonna say it a million times this episode I don't view that day as like like the worst day ever I don't and I keep putting this thing about how you were that I'm just waiting for the moment that you bite down too hard and it breaks you like I almost had it open and and put the let him in the ink and I'm all I used to do that a lot as a kid I used to bite pens your pen capture not yeah but I would like if they had the removable ones I would bite that part off and then and then I would take I would make the the the tube into a spitball perfect spitball thing but then I would bite hard too hard through it with whatever the stabby teeth are canine yeah the stabby ones the sharp ones these guys but I would bite into it and I would make a hole in it and sometimes the ink would get in my mouth and then my teachers would know I would chew on my pen all right we said how about the fact that I got fired two minutes and 50 seconds into recording we went off track I think that's a new shortest record for but no like I truly feel that while this topic is huh heavy and it's gonna have its heavy moments I don't view it as like this whoa is me kind of thing there's good that came out of this and not again guys I am who I am today I am who I am today because of WWE I fully know this I'm not one of these idiots that goes I made myself no I did not I would be working at target to this day if it were not for WWE that's not me kissing ass that's not wanting my job back that's me being real that's legitimately me being real and that's me telling the truth people don't come up to me at a signing and go hey Dylan how are you can you sign this as Dylan no they come up hey Horne Swaggle how are you that's the reality of this whole thing of this whole thing and that's just what I've accepted man like I don't know I don't know what it is I a few months ago that darn Ethan Page I think we've talked about it on here that darn Ethan Page said hey you need and we've talked about it on here he said you need to sit back and be able to love Dylan and be able to be okay being Dylan and not just Horne Swaggle and that damn Ethan Page got me that day yeah smart guy that guy so yeah that's uh that's where I'm at but guys where you should be at is DylanPostal.com twitch.tv slash Dylan Postal POSLINTS.com slash swaggle if you go on social media all social media at going postal pod on all social media's twitter instagram and then youtube.com slash Dylan Postal where if you are not watching the video version of this you can for 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week the episode was just you and I hanging out shooting this shit these we got so many comments about the music I was like this is great and then just blatantly calling me out about Jimmy world and about so oh Blake I have I can you not consider them swing swing American rejects get out guys you asked me my Mount Rushmore and I told you my Mount Rushmore I don't care if you have 17 heads on your Mount Rushmore I don't and your heads will probably different than mine my Mount Rushmore which is the one that matters is the four I mentioned that's who matters green day is a rock band blink 22 is a rock band I don't guys you were very opinionated as you should have been about music and about my musical taste and who I considered pop punk guess what I'm right oh so this koozy shit this koozy shit has to stop people daily daily daily are at the time man are at me the A with the circle around it they're doing it and I don't appreciate it because Tony Chimble was a hundred percent I dropped another I dropped a very good Tony Chimble doing ism this week that I can't talk about on the pod but it it uh it's gonna it's gonna spread that's for sure Jesus all right uh should we get into it I feel like we're beating around the bush here all right you're angry about the koozy's you're angry about the Mount Rushmore pipe rockers let's let's go we're going into it mad cat beard care they are the ab salute best they make my beard feel soft silky smooth but not only that and they've been a one man show since 2019 mad cat beard care use the portion of sales to care for local stray cats cover their medical bills find safe spaces and forever homes their products are made to order with vitamins and all natural oils that promote strong healthy hair and moisturize your skin as well mad cat beard care has exclusive sense for myself as well as other wrestlers such as a childhood favorite of mine delirious ring of honor legend with his lime and french vanilla scent that makes my beard smell and feel amazing and of course make sure to try my exclusive scent swaddled with nuts of lavender and sage and guys make sure to use promo code swaddled to save 15% on your own or at madcatbeardcare.com and remember the mad cat makes a happy beard all right so we can't talk about your release date without talking about your last match and the info that you shared with me is that your last match is august 18 2015 let's talk about i thought further my whole forever now that it was march of 2016 so i've been saying it very wrong and it might be even in my book incorrectly may of 2016 but i always keep saying and fully believed that my last match was march of 2016 which it wasn't it was so do you have vivid memories of your i mean because obviously you don't know that you don't have given memories of anything if there's one thing we know about this podcast i have memories i've literally nothing i know what we'll see happened i know when we'll see happened between dx and between me getting fired here's the breakdown august my last match september which i had again shocking i know i had no idea of that that it was like that close which had pisses me off even more is what it is whoa yeah that that is a weird so let's say this october november december january february march so march is when my wellness policy violation was up no no 30 days 30 days yeah there's my mess up i would say unless unless there's another violation that we don't know so my last match uh at that point i i was i was at home i was not doing anything i was not booked wwe was in town and i proceeded to message road dog and say hey uh my family is coming tonight my son and my dad are coming to the show tonight this is like at nine in the morning so it was before i knew it would be before they had their their meeting their first production meeting i was like hey uh landen and my dad are coming to the show tonight i know as of now i haven't been used in a while so i'm probably not booked what is there anyway i could get a dark match and he goes we'll see what we can do do you have anyone in mind and i said uh anyone to be honest what about like heath if he's not doing anything he was perfect i'll ask and i'll try to make it happen i get there and i find out it's happening and now it's like awesome all i want because like and it wasn't like uh man i want to get booked this was literally the first time i was like i want to perform in front of my kid because at that time i'd never performed in front of land and ever so i were that's all it was about to me all it was about was uh just performing in front of him and and and making that happen um so during the day i'm i'm not keep my fingers crossed on any of this uh because i don't want to get my hopes up but it's like two hours before the show it's still happening an hour before the show it's still happening i was like oh this is going to happen this is it's going to happen and i had like uh horn swagger rock gear like three and b gear that i never wore before it's these red pants that i've never wore again after that i literally only warm that one match um um and that and a barbershop window t-shirt because i gained a little bit of weight back from my weight loss for the three and b stuff i was like you know what Kevin Owens is wrestling the t-shirt so gonna i um i didn't care uh he he i wasn't working i was i was home literally home every day for months months so i just i didn't care um and then he came up to me and was man i guess we got a dark match i said yeah i said would any idea he goes i'm putting you over in your hometown and i go okay i'm thinking like he said i don't think that's your decision that's uh if you want to do it great awesome and then we talk through the whole match i want to make you look so good thank you as only you would like i love him i truly truly love him uh heath has always been a very close friend of mine very good friend of mine and for him to do that that night was awesome uh so right i mean during the day i was just standing back today or like land and land and oh that i i brought land and to kind of hang out for a little bit during the day and i had a dark i i went up to dulf and we were talking with dulf and land it was right next to me and then john lord and i just was there and talking to land and all that and and dulf goes to me he goes you getting him in the ring i said no why would i get him in the ring is come on bring him in the ring i said i'm not bringing him in the ring ah whatever i think there was f bomb dropped and then we locked off and that i'll get to that kind of later when i talk about the match a little more um but that day i remember that day vividly land and i are walking down the hallway uh past like the this the makeup area in the green bay and a restaurant in green bay and we're walking past makeup and i see hunter and vince walking towards us and now i'm going sh** like huh what is my son going to say like well this is going to be very weird he walks right up to hunter hello triple h i'm landing and i go oh my god like okay great and vince gets down on one knee and shakes his hand hunter like starts talking him up i said this okay they could have went really bad but it was great it was great uh so yeah so we do the match and i'm on tape man that would have been i wish that moment okay that's what i was like man uh but you know what i've listen for someone who notoriously has a horrible memory if that's in the fall you know that that's not anywhere him literally walking right up to triple h hello triple h i'm landing and i'm okay yeah so then uh we do the match and and it was amazing it was just awesome they announced me from ashkash and i again core memory man like like inside out core memory i remember them announcing me from ashkash and i my hometown was never ever announced ever in wwe and they announced me from ashkash and it gave me more chills than i ever had and i was like man this is crazy and we do the match i hit the tadpole splash on heath one two three and i get up from the pin and i look across from hard cam i believe because my my dad and land in our sitting hard campside front row front front row on the hard cam side i go i looked that way uh away from hard cam and i turn back around and he's staring me in the face hi dad and i go oh what are you doing he was i'm i'm in the ring i said i know like i'm now i'm like stopped i go oh and i like give him this hug and like it was this embrace that like i i knew in that moment if everything if i were to get fired the next day the next day i knew if i were to get fired the next day it didn't matter because i was just like i was at peace i had my moment man that was my moment i that's all i needed uh so i hug him and i start to leave and i see him looking at the turnbuck i said go ahead he climbs right up on that second rope and arms in the air and it's just the coolest thing ever uh and then we get out of the ring we're walking up the ramp and i turn and he's not by my side and he's hopping back over the barricade to my dad so i asked him later it's a what's up because i just wanted to watch the rest of the show okay you guys can have this one more moment with you on the stage he didn't care uh i get back through the curtain and i i literally the first person i lock eyes with is dolphin right behind the curtain and just smile and ear to ear and clapping and i go you son of a bitch and he goes i what and he has just cheshire cat grin i said why did you do that and then johnny ace comes up to me he goes that was really good kid that was awesome and so then like just a random like i never got that for a dark match like come on and then uh i i said why did you do that because i had to he goes i i had to make that i i i went to johnny so this needs to happen and they made it happen they like found they got Scott the security guard to find landen and then get him in the ring like it's just man it's just it's awesome uh and then making a note to add uh dolphin to the list of people that get on the pod oh he's yeah for sure he uh but then i get to my phone like i take the breath the breather and just kind of take it all in and then i get back to the locker and i get to my phone and there's a uh a picture that's that's probably top three pictures in history for me and Tyson kid took a picture of the backstage monitor of landen and i hugging in the ring and it's just one of those things where man like i didn't give a shit at that point i i didn't care anymore i i i i i didn't i like i said i could have been fired that that next day and everything would have been fine and then i got suspended well i was not that really good moment to a real bitter end let's get into the meat potatoes of this may we go 6th 2016 walk us through what happens you're sitting at home uh i'm not gonna lie i uh we start from the day before and i get a message uh in the acw chat that's myself and bender and whimer um and bender tex this was at like eight at night uh bender tex the chat fuck uh bender tex the chat hey buddy there's rumors of a bunch of releases happening tomorrow if not very soon just want to let you know how proud of you we are if your name is on that list you've done more than anyone could have ever expected and we're very proud of you and it was one of those things where i was like shit this isn't and that was the first time i thought i truly thought because i like let's be honest uh i thought since the de x stuff they could have fired me any day i was doing nothing i gained a shitload of weight i was off tv i was doing nothing i did the the three mb stuff then i did nothing forever for like ever i did nothing they could have fired me any day they had territo they had the little guy like in our reality uh i was ready i literally was i knew it was coming i'm a realist i'm a realist guys like i knew the day was coming but i talk about it as knowing it's coming and it happening are very different uh we'll get to that in a second um so i text and i ask him flat out um hey is my name on the list i hear here there's releases uh and he goes yes he goes nothing is for sure but you're i have to tell you as a friend your name is on the list uh so i go to bed that night okay and the next morning nine a.m uh i get that dreaded what should have been the dreaded uh blocked number and uh i answer it i said uh i literally just i remember i i i i i was sitting in my living room on the floor and how am i going it's time huh and he it was this long pause it's really long pause and he always called me like we always called each other beef as in bff he goes beefy you sure have done a lot here he goes this one hurts because i'm telling you now i have to make a few of these today but this one hurts the most and it uh that that that made me feel good and it was one of those i just said to him i said flat out i said i mean this is understandable i get it man i says this isn't you this isn't you i've i've i've been unbooked and unused for how long now he goes i know but this one hurts he goes you have so many friends here he goes you did something Dylan that no one said or thought you could do and i was and it fucking hit me and i that's when i started like getting a little choked up and i just said well thank you i said thank you very much for everything thanks for everything thanks for for telling me thanks for just whatever and he goes and he gave me the spiel about you know you just can't appear on tv or pay-per-view for 90 days but we're gonna be paying you for the 90 days feel free to take independent bookings and then to be after he right after he gave me the the legal spiel he again goes Dylan you should be really proud of everything you did uh he goes don't be a stranger and then we hung up and uh i sat on my living room floor bawling and i was like man i just sat there and stared at my coach stared at my coach i we talked about core memories earlier like the movie inside out this is a core memory man this is like that sadness where she just makes everything blue and it's just this is that uh but man i i remember just staring at my coach and and and and like everything stopped and i literally just while crying and thinking like now what what do i do not because like i've been so busy because i wasn't how do i work like what do i do i haven't worked and i i've been sitting it on my coach playing Xbox and drinking and getting paid if we're being honest with ourselves i was sitting at home getting paid what do i do i have a child at the time i was in a relationship and i was like man if what where is this gonna go what do i do on top of that we have an acw show that Sunday i have to plan for that it's like okay the first person i call not my dad not my girlfriend at the time Ryan Myers i don't know why it it still it confuses me to this day as to why i didn't call my dad first i didn't call my girlfriend at the time who was working uh and no other family no friends i called Brian but i first person i called him he was released at the time i said and and uh i remember just saying hey it happened and he goes all right quick Ryan let's go to work i was like okay i said i don't know how he goes you need gear you ain't wearing those fucking nurse pants anymore and i go literally while crying i'm now laughing you ain't wearing those you need how serious pants he says uh and then he goes give me a bit i'll see what i can do okay he goes get off your floor stop i got off my floor and i stopped next person i called was my dad and i told him and i could hear it in his voice uh how sad he was for me uh but he just stopped and he just said doing that you did more than anyone would have expected because you accomplished a dream that no one thought you would do and uh he goes be proud he goes no matter what be proud he goes uh we're all very proud of you you need to you got to sit back and be proud and then he he said uh have you called grandpa uh my grandpa who was like my number one supporter i said no he goes uh are you going to i said no he was okay i will there was no way and hell i could tell my grandpa i got released uh to hear the possible sadness from him or even the uh the encouraging words from him at that stage in his life knowing he was my number one fan um there's no there's no way that would have happened no way so dad called him i found out and grandpa was bummed out for me uh i called whimer and bender and they were just over the moon supportive and and and bender reflected what he said the night before of hey man you you you you blew us all out of the water essentially like we didn't no one thought you were doing this and it never didn't hit me but again if we're honest with these ourselves i just got fired from my dream job how am i supposed to react but i was like i remember i was on the phone or like mid mid making a call and hawkins came pop back up calling me back there's all right got your ten dates and i go okay because you get gear yet i said it hasn't been a half hour like and yeah do you think subconsciously you instinctually called him first because you knew that he had gone through it yes and that and that maybe that was the first thing that you were just like i got to talk to someone who one knows what i'm experiencing speaks the same language as me like understands like you know i got the call from the guy it happened like you you had an entire conversation just judging by the way that you just by how you explain the conversation that you had with Brian you had an entire conversation and all you said was two words or three words it finally happened it's a hundred percent why he was the first one um being a best friend of mine that went through it exactly how you said and was thriving and this was his first firing like his first firing uh was thriving and yeah a hundred percent that's why like it had to have been had to have been yeah um and then i uh it's a we i don't know if i've ever talked about this i think i maybe i've talked about in the book uh look available at dillampostle.com check it out right now um guys let me talk to you about our friends over at manscaped bringing you the absolute best in men's below the waste grooming manscaped makes precision engineered tools for your family jewels the performance package is the ultimate bundle in men's hygiene join over seven million men worldwide who trust manscaped with this exclusive offer for our listeners 20% off and free shipping worldwide when you use promo code swaggle at manscaped.com that's promo code swaggle at manscaped.com for 20% off your order and free shipping wait if my math is correct seven million men carry the two that's 14 million balls all right but i messaged Stephanie McMahon and i sent her uh a very heartfelt thank you uh thank you for everything uh so weird one to think on um and pretty instantly she messaged me back a and it i wish i had it in front of me and i probably have the picture saved in my phone but um something to the extent of uh i remember the big things were again you accomplished more than anyone thought you ever would um you accomplished your dreams and your son got to see you accomplish these dreams you're always a part of the wwe family don't let yourself ever become a stranger and i was like she didn't have to do that like at that time she was in an on-screen role as a executive of the company daughter of the the most powerful man and wrestling what looked to be she was going to be the next in line like and i i would say within the hour i the response game well she also was a big supporter when you released your book as well huge supporter when i when i asked to do the bs star stuff uh the anti-bullying campaign she asked me flat out why aren't you doing these and i said why aren't you having me do these and i i walked right up to i said name one person that's been bullied more than me and she couldn't that's why i said put me on everyone so yeah she was always a supporter of mine um but again to get that kind of message is uh it's quite humbling and like something i would never have expected so there's something that i want to i want to i want to bring up so your first we're gonna do a long form of your your immediate independence after you release but you uh you obviously do things with acw you show up a global force and wrestle pro uh so i did i sorry i i cut you off again i that sunday we had an acw show at tanners unannounced unadvertised i started the show and i was like this is fucking awesome this is why i do this like this is the coolest thing ever and like that's your home like that's your tanners is like our off tanners is like our b-town uh it's our one in aflton and then a month later i got to return to ashkash and we promoted it as my return to ashkash so when you when you come out at that first acw show you immediately come out to hit or miss immediately but like is it crazy that that's 2016 it's 2023 now it's the same music when you come out now it's the same music i i i told Chad and Ian and and Jordan and Cyrus i will never i will never not come out to that song unless it's awesome unless an indie promoter messes up and it it makes me so mad but unless they mess up and they don't use my thumb drive i'll never not come out to that song oh that's something cool uh we'll talk about a detail in another episode but when newfound came to cleveland for a i w and got to see me come out to their song okay so i have another question that i wanted to ask you uh and and unless you've got anything um in regards to your actual release that you wanted to talk about anymore to what i think the cherry on top for this whole story is you know you had mentioned that it was such a crazy experience for you after having that match with heath to have land and be in the ring with you and that was that was 2015 now it's 2023 and landen's doing frog splashes off the top rope like in between then uh then be my release and now uh debbw today where are they now they did a bunch of them they're like me and santino and i'll be honest i can't think of who else uh i think brutus the barbers on there perfect but they did a bunch of where are they now uh which you can actually still view on youtube and peacock uh which is pretty awesome but they filmed aware they now piece on me and it was like what am i doing and it was like hey he's released and now he's a pretty awesome dad and that that was like the circle of the piece and it was the first time landen was ever filmed and like on screen at all uh and i was like man this is odd for me it was very weird to see my son in that kind of thing and uh yeah i was i was i was i was very mixed on it his mom was very mixed on it um because he was he was young he was really young yeah he's he's a four five maybe but he was young and i was like oh whatever he's gonna be seen with me um and then like he's wrestling at the school and it just stuff like that i think he actually he's doing a frog splash in the video on the crash yeah yeah we've come closer man it's uh to see just his growth i have a i have a thing on my laptop where when i'm in my office uh i have a screensaver of like it's just it goes through all the photos in my laptop from the past and like randomizes them um just to see old photos of him is so crazy to me like to see him now and then old photos of when he was like his baby stage and then like out of the diaper stage and then he had this like stage where he was kind of fat like he was kind of a fat kid for a little while he didn't grow into his body for a bit and he just loved eating and that was him but now he's just like this skin and bones again uh just he i am so thankful i am so thankful for them doing that where are they now peace because it was like yeah we he's released but he's okay and it was one of those like he's not turning into Mickey the Mickey Rork you know what i mean like he's not not every fired wrestler story has to turn into that if that makes sense and i think that you actually have uh and i know that you will not say this because you don't like to give yourself praise but i think post wwe you've had a very successful you've done you you have diversified yourself in a way that i don't think you would have done had you stayed with wwe longer like you've had more life experience and more business experience man i would yes i'd be fired by now 100 percent i don't know maybe and so a lot of people ask me that too like this is something i've never gotten into publicly i feel they had to fire territo and i at the same time i truly feel this way if they would have fired just me and not the other one it wouldn't look right there was a lot of firings that day yeah it was one that's a bit of a long list yeah yeah me Alex Riley Santino territo uh buried on that list bear it i forget who else but there's a lot um i feel like they had to fire territo and i at the same time i know nothing besides professional wrestling as far as main skills nothing real life scares me nine to five scares me um um and i think that's how it is for a lot of people and when you can finally accept that there's life other than the fake name you sign uh that's when you're accepting yourself as not just that fake name you sign as weird as that sounds um i got another very random question that may bring some brevity to the situation yeah speaking of signing fake names how long does it take someone to come up with a signature for their fake name oh it was really easy swagger was very that's another thing no so you're horn swagger so like when you sign things as horn swagger yeah so like horn swagger like you're significantly different than your swagger signature hey you know what we didn't talk about as people fucking reaching out to me when i got fired let me say this i think one of the things that made me losing my dream job okay i have never gotten more messages from people i'm this includes birthdays all that from like high high ranking people them to friends to everyone the heath sladers to the Tyson kids to the coffee kingston's uh to the star of bumblebee to everyone in between so many positive um just check-ins between check-ins and like positive hey it's gonna be all right kind of thing uh it was awesome it really was like it it makes me so happy and i'm very it made me feel really really really good um and just like it made me realize i had an impact on people outside of wrestling not just as horn swagger but as like a co-worker um that made me feel awesome that really really made me feel awesome um yeah but going back to your question of autographs i remember hawkins like asking so what are you going to do to buy such a stupid segway now after that very like touching load to go for like when you sign your name tell me how you come up with how you sign your name i remember hawk is going like what are you going to go buy and i was like i don't know just swagger sure because they own horn swagger okay and i wasn't going to be dealing it because i i i i i secretly hate hearing my name just pasta could have been an interesting i hate hearing my name like i i don't know i'm a i always feel like whenever people say my name i'm getting yelled at it's just something that i've always felt literally just keeping the autograph as horn swagger but without the horn part and and again we talked about in the beginning guys i sign a lot of stuff as horn swagger still because that's what no it's known i'm known as in horse cave Kentucky they don't care about swagger they care about horn swagger and you got an entire detox behind you have mostly horn swagger figures that one but to put a bowl on it again i couldn't be more thankful for everything in the two weeks under ten years i was given um i really i've said that on every interview i did jr's podcast immediately after i did stone colds podcast immediately after jericho's podcast right after all these podcasts right after and i never like i've never talked bad about any situation besides the drug test and that's my dad when the dust settled of the the release he said all right kid it's not talk bad let's not burn bridges um they gave you ten years of living your dream that's how i feel and that's truly how i feel there was a lot of frustrating moments there in that ten years but in all reality it was ten years of a study paycheck uh and being known around the world in a in a business that i should never have gotten in life is still good it's a good ending it's a good it's a very somber good ending this might be it's peaceful not somber it's peaceful this is either going to be one of our hate most hated or one of our most loved shows because it's very unlike me this is George talking to swagger this is this is George talking to Dylan as a friend and a fan of wrestling and um thanking you for being vulnerable and put yourself out there and talking about this there's a lot of people that would kind of want to paint this in a sarcastic like oh yeah i went there i did my thing and now i'm done like you would mention more this people who want to just like paint this in this like broad stroking brush of their experience there what did you do got my water bottle come on George had something really really nice and i focus too much on choking on nice cube no it's all good but like seriously though like you don't you don't have to do stuff like this like this was you know when we set up this podcast it was something we're yeah we knew that we were gonna eventually talk about stuff like this but by no means was this ever supposed to be something something that puts you in such a vulnerable light. And yeah, I just wanted to say thank you for sitting down and doing this. And yeah. Really? This is definitely the most vulnerable I've ever felt. This and the surgery video diary are easily the most vulnerable I've ever felt. I don't, because it's two things that I can't, I can't rest on bullshit and joking around without being real. And you guys deserve, you guys have, you guys have always supported me as me. Since we started this, this is, and we talked, we just talked about it. Guys, this is the last thing I'm gonna hit on. But we talked about it just, I talked about it earlier. WWE made me who I am and gave me the audience that I have. But you guys have supported me as me, post WWE in all of the ventures. And that's kind of what lets me be vulnerable and what lets me be open, I fuck. Ah. What did you break? Is it rubber band? Where did you get it, rubber band? I'm paying a stab for it. What's your hand's eye? It's a rubber band. Again. Ah. 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