682 - FETISH FRIDAY: Bisexual Mark's Pantyhose Fetish Led to Crossdressing, Threesomes and More

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The links to that is in the description. Today, I have on Mark. Now, Mark starts off talking about his pantyhose fetish. He did some really risky things. And I've heard of other pantyhose guys doing this, like sneaking into people's houses and stuff and taking their clothes or wearing clothes and stuff, but you would believe it, his stories about stuff that he did and who's shit, he stole when he was younger. And the beginning half, like I said, is all about his pantyhose fetish and what he did. The pantyhose and the girl's clothes, the pantyhose led into actually dressing up in girls' clothes, right, he's a cross-dresser. And like I said, the stuff that he did to wear the stuff that he was into was add a control. And then we fast-forward to much later in life when he started hooking up with guys. We talk about when he realized he was into guys. We talk about what he actually does with guys. We talk about his second wife and how she knows about his fetishes and how they've had some threesomes. We talk about hokers that he's picked up, guys that he's met on Craigslist, all kinds of interesting stuff. Like I said, it starts off with the pantyhose fetish. It goes into all the dressing up in women's clothes and then to all the other crazy stuff. So I'm going to be right back on marks, I just say that. Yeah, I'm just going to get right to it and be back on with Mark. Do you have a story, lifestyle, or situation you can't talk about to anyone, to anyone? Or do you just want to let your freak flag fly and be on the show? Well, strictly anonymous wants to hear from you. Send us an email, strictly anonymous podcast, at gmail.com, with your story, and your anonymous name, and remember, everything is strictly anonymous, strictly anonymous. Hey, Mark. Welcome to strictly anonymous podcast. How are you today? Hi, Kathy. Doing great. Start with your story. I don't really know anything about it. Start off with your story. Like when did you first get into pantyhose or realize that you were into them? Okay, here we go. I was just thinking of the name. I thought, oh, they always have titles. I was thinking like pantyhose adventures and misadventures. So it's... It went the way. So it all started when I was 13. I was my best friend, a living next door. And I was over his house hanging out one day and he had two older sisters. And the older of the two came home from school. She was in high school and we were quite a bit younger. She'd come walking in the door and she had this floral blouse on and a tan skirt and tan pantyhose, which happened to be my favorite, like some of us. And these like wood platforms, like three or four inches tall, kind of like a sexy type of platform. And she came walking in and I was just staring at her. And I didn't know why I didn't really think much about it. And then she walked down the hallway or bedroom, obviously, and Brad and I were just talking away and stuff like that. And then she came back into the kitchen where I could see from the living room. And she didn't have the shoes on, but she had the dress and the skirt and the pantyhose to one. And she sat there and she was doing her homework at the dining room table with her leg crossed. And I could see her dangling her, moving her toes around and moving her feet and all the rest of it. And I got kind of turned on by it all. And I ran up 13 and I didn't know what was going on. But I just thought, God, this looks, this is awesome. So I was kind of just watching her when I can kind of sneak a peek and I didn't want to let Brad know that, oh my God, you're, why are you staring at my sister? So I just kind of snuck a peek whenever I couldn't stuff like that. I got really, really kind of, not like, I didn't get a heart on her. I think, but I just, I didn't know why, but I liked what I was looking at. And so in the subsequent days afterwards, I couldn't stop thinking about her. And I was, and it just, I was just thinking about her, and thinking about her. And then I woke up one morning and some of this stuff and my, my memory's pretty clear on it all. And like you said, like a lot of men, they get in their mid-50s and they just say the heck with it all. And they just think or do whatever they want. And so I'm in my mid-50s. But my memory's great on this. I woke up one morning. I thought, okay, this is what I'm going to do. So I went to my mom and I said, mom, I don't feel good. And she says, what's going on? And I said, oh, I just don't, you know, my head hurts and I feel warm and this, that, the other, I think I need to stay home today. Okay, it was a school day, huh? Yeah, it was a school day. And so she kind of reluctantly agreed. And so I stayed home. And I put my little plan into motion. So both my parents worked. And I knew both of Brad's parents worked. And it was a school day. Oh, my God. And you're staying home. You're going to go go into there. Are you just going to go burglarize their home? Well, let's see here. Yeah. So it was about nine o'clock in the morning. And I was like, long shake and even telling the story right now. But I was definitely shaking that day. So it's nine o'clock in the morning. And I went over there. And I remember always when I went over to their house that their front door was never, ever locked. Even every time I went there, the door was never locked. So I thought, well, maybe this will be a day when the door is not locked. Right. And so I was peering around the neighborhood, making sure nobody kind of saw me, whatever. And I was dressed normal. It wasn't my pajamas like I was my mom left. And so I opened the door and was unlocked. And I walked in there. And I walked into her bedroom. Oh, my God. You do for sure the parents were gone. The kids were at school, right? Yeah. Your parents were gone. And now you're in their house. Well, you did your heart beating so fast. Did you know how bad you were what you were doing? It was. Well, yeah, it was really super naughty. Yeah, it really was. But the both parents had their own cars. So they were both gone. And I knocked on the door first. Make sure maybe one of them stayed on sick. And I banged hard. Banged on the door really hard. Not just like a slight. Yeah. And so I went in there and I went into a closet. And I opened up the closet. And there was the blouse. And over to the right of it a little bit farther. There was the skirt. And I'm looking. And I was touching it. Didn't do anything. Just touching it and stuff like that. And I thought, OK, I looked down. And there was the shoes sitting right there. And I thought, Oh, yeah, she's wearing pantyhose too. So I went open her drawer. And there was just one pair of tan pantyhose in there. So I said, those got to be the ones. And then it's just kind of clicked in my mind. I thought. I'm going to try this on. And then I thought, well, let me put the pantyhose on first. And then I'll pull the skirt up. Because I've obviously seen my mom get dressed. You know, when I was a little boy. So with the pantyhose and then put the skirt up. And I thought, let me try the shoes. Maybe they fit. And I said, they look pretty close. So I tried the shoes on too. And the shoes fit. And I said, Oh, my God. And then I thought, wait a second. When is this somebody's coming? So I actually walked down the hallway to the front door. And peeked out the front window. And I was like, OK, everything went school. Everything went school. So I was just walking around in her house wearing her stuff for, I don't know, like 15 minutes or so. And I would have walked around for hours if I could. But. I was just walking around in her house wearing her stuff for, I don't know, like 15 minutes or so. And I would have walked around for hours if I could have. But the paranoia of when somebody came home. So I took the blouse off. We were careful. And I made sure I knew exactly where everything was. Right. So hung the blouse up just perfect the way it was and the skirt. And it has these little spring clips. I were holding the skirt up. Make sure that was right. And I wanted to, I was going to keep the pantyhose. But there's only one pair in the drawer. And so I made sure and put them in there kind of the way they were and put the shoes back where they were. And I left the house. But while this was all going on, something kind of happened when I pulled those pantyhose up. When it, when it rubbed across my cock, it was a feeling that I'd never felt before. Right. Oh, interesting. Okay. Yeah. And so I got, I got hard on. It's like my first hard on. Oh, right. So it wasn't like when you put that whole outfit on. You were hard. It wasn't until you actually felt that sweep across you. It was the sensation that got you. Right. Well, the, well, it's, it's really an interesting sensation and to break from the story for just a second. I did something kind of interesting for you today. Yeah. Because I have the house to myself for a few days now. I'm actually dressed right now. No rigor makeup. But I'm full. I'm dressed every way, except wig and makeup right now. But whose clothes are you wearing? You have your own female clothes. Are you wearing your wives clothes? I know your mayor. No, I kind of have my own little stash. I have six inch tall, very black, strappy, high heels. I'm kind of a black. You're more dressed up than I am. Yeah. Black spandexy. Well, no, it's kind of a lycra type of high neck, long sleeve, very short, and kind of just a go-to, like legs, sheer energy, suntan. Yeah. So I can feel the pantyhose on my cock right now. So it was the same type of feeling that I had that first time. And it was like really exciting. So I was, I kind of was touching myself a little bit. And I never done this before. And I was like, whoa, this feels so good. If I'd have known when it felt this good, I would have done this years ago. Oh, that was the first time you did your top. Yeah. So, yeah. So I, yes, I pulled the pantyhose down a little bit. And I start to just rub myself the stuff like that. And I got a little bigger and got a little bigger and a little bigger. The next thing you know, kind of, it kind of exploded. And I didn't catch it. And so I went into the bathroom and got some tissue. And I didn't light it up. And yeah, while I was holding the pantyhose down, because I didn't want to get any on her pantyhose. Of course. Oh my god. And so what did you just like all over the floor? Did some get on the carpet? Oh, because I was just enjoying myself. And I didn't know what was going on me off guard. Yeah. Like right now, a man can kind of sense when things are kind of, kind of getting to the finish there. You had no idea what the fuck was going on for the first time. Yeah, it was first time I just absolutely had no clips. So that happened and I cleaned it up. And I put everything away right. And then I was, I was gone and I was laying in bed. And I went back and said, I might as well just go lay down now. And so I lay in bed and thinking about that. And I was touching myself and really enjoying that. So I guess that kind of started, started the whole adventure. Right. If you call it that. So that night, I jerked off in bed. No pantyhose or anything like that. And then for days, I was hoping to catch her again coming home from school. And then for a week or so, I was trying to hopefully catch her coming home from school. And that was the only time I ever really saw her come home dressed like that. So I was really, I was really kind of disappointed by that. So this is after a couple of weeks and everything. I went, what am I going to do? And I thought, well, mom was I get home from school. Mom was still working. Dad was out doing something. I went into my mom's room and grabbed a pair of hers just because I wanted to the touch and the feel. And I kind of, I kind of rub them on my cock and she had a whole drawer full. Right. So actually in Brad's sister was wearing tan and my mom had a bunch of tan. And so of course, I grabbed him. And so I took them and I hid them under my bed like I've heard in other stories. And at nighttime, I would take them out and I'd rub them on my cock and jerk off. And I thought, oh, this is, this is great. Newfound entertainment here at nighttime. And so I would do that and stuff like that. And then one day when I had time in the afternoon again, I actually went and got a pair of her high heels. And I could barely kind of squeeze into a couple of them. And I kind of walked around in them and put those pantyhose on and stuff like that. So I was just having a great old time. I didn't understand any of it. I thought, was this weird? Is this not weird? Yeah. Not sure. But it was fun. And I was really enjoying it. And then probably like a month or so later, it was time for school. And mom came and woke me up. She opened the door and she came in and actually got caught. Oh, no way. Yeah. But like, were you where? Were you in full get up? Well, no. So what it was is I was, I was, I had them on and then I jerked off. And then I took them off. And I guess I just was like holding on to them. And I fell asleep. So there your mom comes home and her son sleeping clutching a pair of her pantyhose. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Watted up. Washed up in the room on my right shoulder. And I was laying on my back. And so it says the only time I've ever been caught. Yeah. Wait. Just tell me why your mom reacted and how much she knew. Did she know that you had come in them? Like, I mean. My mom is one, my mom is one of the greatest ladies. Yeah. One of the finest women I've ever known. Uh-huh. And she just says, okay, it's time to get up for school. And that's all she said. And we never had a conversation. Yeah. That is pretty true. Yeah. Yeah. But you know, as I've grown up, I've come to find, you know, this is an Italian family. Come to find that. My mom is the twisted one of the two of them. Oh, you mean she's, she's got her own kinks. Is what you're saying that you know of? Right. But I don't really know. Well, my wife, I'm with now one Christmas gift thing. She gave me was kind of like those miners hats, but it's just a strap. It's just the strap and the light that goes on your forehead. Uh-huh. And she kind of gave me that. It's kind of like a gag gift. I'm between my wife's legs with the mining helmet on and the light shining down. She little and she was giggling as she gave it to me. So just some of your mother or your. Yeah. My mom gave that to me. She says here, you might need this. This is a little gift for you. Oh, okay. So it's a light you put on your forehead. Right. So I could see what I'm doing when I'm hanging out with my wife. And so she's just kind of a little edge above. They were about five or six years ago. They're in their later 70s and about five or six years ago. My cousin and his wife and my parents. They went, they went to Monterey or something like that. And in the morning, my cousin and his wife said, boy, it was a weird night last night. There was always banging going on in the room next door and stuff like that. And my mom just starts giggling. Your parents. Yeah. It was my parents. But my cousin was like total red face talking about it and stuff like that. Oh, there it is. So my mom's. So my mom was very sweet about it. She probably obviously knows I only took a pair of her panties. And I was playing with them. Right. But that was the only time she caught you. Yeah. It was the only time I've ever. I think probably the only time I've ever been caught. Well, I wanted to go caught on purpose. But that's later on. Right. Okay. So now I'm assuming you went back to the stash while you're living with your. While you're younger and your parents house. I mean, is that typically how you got off with Piano just kept going to your mom's drawer? Well, it. At some point also Brad's mom came. She was she was like a waitress in a restaurant. And so she'd come home and she always wore black. And so one day I made another road next door. And I thought, let me see what blacks like. So I actually was visiting Brad. Hanging out and stuff like that. And I said, I got to go to the bathroom. So when I got past the bathroom, I actually went into his mom's room. And grabbed a pair of her black. Oh, my God. Well, Brad's in the other room. And well, well, Brad's he was in the living room. I went down the hallway to the bathroom and I jammed him down my. Damn jammed him down my pants under my balls. Right. So I didn't want to leave him in front because I would be like a bulge or something. Of course. Yeah. And so I'm talking with Brad and I'm trying not to get a raging heart on while I got his mom's panty. You know, stuff between my legs under my balls. So took those home that night and where those. So I'd go between the brown ones and the or the tan ones and the black ones. And stuff like that. And then I have a really big memory once. I must have told Brad about it because I remember one time we were both. Actually, we were why we were running. I don't know. We were in the house running. He was wearing a pair of his mom's black ones. I was wearing another pair of his mom's black ones. Oh, so we really had the same thing going on. Right. So I shared it with him. And he says. And I think we went and got a two pairs and I was wearing some used one somewhere runner. But we was not like we touched each other. Yeah. We didn't do any of that. None of that happened. But. But I remember memory that too. And that only happened one time. And so. I just. For a while there. I just had those two pairs. And every now and then I kind of wash them out a little bit because they get a little crusty. If you know what I mean. Oh, yeah. But I kind of had this thing wasn't like every single night, but it was. Almost every single night. And I'd be just doing my thing and stuff like that. And I thought, God, is this is there something wrong with me? But back then there was no internet or anything like that. So I just was just enjoying myself. And I think the next time I this anything was really interesting was I graduated in eighth grade. And I was capping gowns and all the rest of that. And I remember standing in line in one of the girls was wearing all the girls with most more wear and tan hose. You're in one that I really liked. She had on these these wood platforms kind of like Brad sister and stuff like that. Remember her trip and then falling down. And she had nothing on under the gown. Except for seamless tan panties. And that was that was the first crotch shot I ever saw. And it was covered in panties. And I thought, Oh, man, this is this is awesome. I'd still haven't you know been with the girl or touched a girl or anything like that. And I thought that something hopeful or something. Okay. I'm just a kid still. Someday this is going to come around and I'll get to touch one for real. And on the house on the other side of me, the mom's sister, who was quite a bit younger and her. They like to go out on Friday and Saturday night and she always came over. I don't say just like a whore kind of and high heels, hose read the whole thing. And she used to come over all the time. So here I was inundated with all this stuff and really know where to go except for hanging out myself. Yeah, yeah. And at that time, yeah, it wasn't my time yet. I guess I was just a little awkward. But yeah. But it all kind of changed when it's 16. I got a job at this restaurant. It was kind of the dual restaurant. It was like a cafe on one side in a high end dinner house in the other side. But they had common dish stations and cook stations and all the rest of it. So there was a lot of employees. Yeah. And I started working there at 16 and I worked there till 21. And so obviously at that time, all the waitresses were pantyhose. And almost all of them were in tan. And so I was like a kid in a candy store. And so talking with all the girls and hanging out with them all the time stuff like that. My awkwardness kind of started to come around a little bit. And I started getting my confidence and they talked to me and I talked to them. So basically I just jumped into the deep end of the pool with a bunch of girls wearing pantyhose and eventually figured it all out. It was easier there than it was at school. Right. And so that's where I kind of cut my teeth, so to speak. And kind of get my groove a little bit and stuff like that. And actually when I was 18, I lost my virginity to one of the girls. There was a waitresses really sweet. She wasn't wearing pantyhose at night, unfortunately. But I lost to be parties in the summertime after work in 20 of us or 30 of us. Some of these parents should be out of town and we go there and hang out at the house and lost my virginity to somebody when I was about 18. So it all started to work. It was coming around for me slowly, but surely. And then when I was about 18, they saw something good in me there. So they transferred me from the cafe to the dinner house with the usually older, older young ladies instead of a bunch of kids working there. So here I was 18 years old, being around a bunch of women in their mid 20s, waiting tables. So I even got better at my game if you want to call it that and stuff like that. And I remember one night sitting in the break area, having something to eat. I just happened to look up and there was this one waitress that was on that side that I just met with beautiful, long brown curly hair and thin legs and few more black pantyhose and fortunately and stuff like that. I used to see her all the time and I saw her when somebody went another lady went into the to the bathroom there. There was lockers and the man's in the women's just inside the door. And so somebody went in there and there she was. She had her black pantyhose in her hand and she was putting him in a locker. And I just happened to look up and catch that and I thought she was hottest can be. And I just happened to be closing that night. So I was one of the last people there except for management on purpose, of course. I went into the ladies bathroom and pulled that door open for that locker and grabbed her black pantyhose right out of the locker. Just kind of like and stole them of course. And so I stuffed him down my pants just like I did at Brad's house years ago and stuff like that and was really exciting. I went out to my car to drive home and pulled him out and they had this like different smell to him smelled like a girl. Right. And a perfume. So it was like a new smell. Oh, these were. These were awesome. So I would. Had those for a while too. And but she only and she only worked there. I was hoping I get to ask her out or something like that. Some of which she only worked there for a month. Maybe there's something like that. She was gone. And that one was over. And then I was working in the restaurant one day and this girl comes in and she literally looked like Marilyn Monroe. Seriously, blue dress, blue shoes, tan pantyhose, the whole thing. And she came in and she put her purse behind the behind the waitress desk there and I said no way she's not working here. And and one of the other waitresses introduced me to her. And she was like the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. And so I spent my evening as much as I could trying to talk to her. Right. And we both got work off work about 10 o'clock and she says, well, it's nice to meet you. I'm going to call my dad and get a ride home. And I said, oh, I'll give you right home and I had this really nice muscle car at the time. And she says, I'll give you right home. She says, well, let me ask my only call my dad and ask him a dad to greet. And I took her home and I couldn't stop staring at her legs. She had the most awesome legs I've ever seen in my life. Obviously, I'm a leg man. Right. Right. Took her home and we talked and her parents drive way there. It was about 10 30. We got there and we call be talked to at least to the sun coming up. And the whole night. Never touched her. Staring at her legs. The whole time she took a shoes off and I could see her like pantyhose covered feet and all the rest of it and everything like that. And so that kind of started it. The next adventure with her. And I ended up taking her to work all the time and getting into a relationship with her. I go pick her up before work and she'd be walking around in a slip and tamp pantyhose. And I thought that was the greatest thing in the world. So I kind of on again, I'll forget relationship with her. She was a bit of a wild. Wild girl. If you want to call it that. But did any of these like, did you let any of these girls know about your pantyhose fetish this girl? Did she know? No, I was. I didn't. I just kept it on the download if you want to call it out. Right. And I really. And I really wanted to. But you know, when she started working that restaurant, she just turned 16. And I was now like 20, I think something like that. And I knew I'd be in trouble. So I. And she was really super wild. But she was like the most exciting thing I'd ever run across my whole life. So I kind of just kept my distance from her a little bit and stuff like that and kind of went on and off. I'd see her and I didn't see her and her parents always asked me to come over for dinner because. I was, I think I was the one they really wanted her to be with because, you know, I had a. I had a good job by then and I switched from the muscle car to a exotic sports car. And I was doing good in my life. And. But I knew she was trouble. And I never. And I so I just kind of kept my distance from her and never told her about those type of things. Well, I let her go. I met. My first wife and started going out with her. Now her I told. So this is where things start to change a little bit. Yeah. So I told her about my little fetish and things like that. I love your legs. You're really tall. Leggy. Now she would kind of wear for me every now and then and not do not do anything really wild. But, you know, got into a relationship with her. And after, after a few years, we got engaged. And I'll give you the real short version of this story. It's this story I could take the whole hour and spend on it. But the night before we moved away, we were going to move away two states away. One of my buddies set up a bachelor party for him knowing I was leaving. So he set it up the night before I was ready to leave. And so we're at the strip club in a major city here on the west coast. And we were getting ready to drive back down to our hometown, which is about an hour south of it. And we were 11 guys and a 10 person limo. So one of us always had to ride in the front limo. And so I decided, OK, I'll ride back for the hour and set up front. So I'm talking to the driver of the limo. And she's telling me, she's beautiful herself, telling me famous people she's dribbin' around. And I said, you know what? I had a dream last night. And she says, well, what's the dream? I said, well, there's this one guy I used to go out with that was like the most of me in my life. And I think maybe she would have been the one, but she was too wild and crazy. I dreamt that we were going to see her tonight. And I've seen her in about three years at this point. And so she says, well, we're going to this bar called DB Cooper's of something happens. If you see her, you better come get me. So we get out of the limo. We'll be cut back to our hometown. And 11 of us go walkin' in and the group says, hey, you guys been driin' by drinks all night. It says, we got enough time for a round or two. I'm buying. We get about 10 free from the door. And I hear a scream. Mark! It's her. Oh, wow. Hadn't seen her in three years. Right. Runs to me, black and silver dress. It's not the Marilyn Monroe girl. This is the Marilyn Monroe. Runs straight to me, jumps into my room, lays this big ol' kiss on me. Said, you know, and my guys are right there with me. And I'm completely blown away. Where we end up dancing and talkin' and talkin' and dancing and blah, blah, blah. You were always the best. You always treated me the best. My parents always loved you. Blah, blah, blah. Please come home with me. And it's like, and everything was packed. I was leaving the next day to move two states away. And I was again. And to get married. Right. So I said, well, I'm with my guys tonight. Give me your number. I'll call you tomorrow. Well, left the next day, drove two states away, never called it. And started a new life. Mm-hmm. I used to, and I, let's, a yoga boot, very famous yogi bearer line says, when you come to a wine the road, take it. Right. Right. And so, at that night, I was given a wine the road, and I didn't take it. I stayed on the course. And so, moved two states away. And my wife would wear for me every now and then. And not that much. Then years later, her, give you the real condensed version. We'll get back to fun stuff. Her life fell apart. Her mother's health fell apart. She fell apart. I believed to save my own life. Both families agreed. OCD obsessive compulsive disorder, if you know what I mean. Her? Because, yeah, her obsessive compulsive disorder. OCD. Yeah. Yeah. Her mom got breast cancer twice, 17 years apart. So she thought her mom was going to die the second time. And so, she turned into a germaphobe. And so, she got paranoid about everything. And I got a professional. So you divorced her, right? Right. So I came back home, got my own place. And wasn't really finding anybody. And I turned back to my old faithful. I went to the store. And I was start new and everything like that. So I bought some pantyhose. And I thought, hey, why not? I'm single again now. I got to have a little bit of fun here. So I went and got some pantyhose. And I would wear them around the house. And I was working home, putting my life together and everything like that. And I was like, what's going on? I was working home around the house. And I was working home, putting my life together and everything like that. And then I thought, I want a little bit more. I couldn't go into my mom's closet or Brad sisters closet and taking me clothes. So I went to an adult store. Big warehouse one. And actually bought some couple dresses and some heels that fit me and stuff like that. So I used to kind of walk around my apartment and stuff like that. I was still kind of put my life together and have a little bit of fun and all the rest of it. And then one day, I'm dressed up and I'm looking in the mirror. I thought, wow, I look really, my shape is really good. I look good. I said, I wonder what a man would think. And I thought, nah, I can't do that. And so a couple of different times I'm looking in the mirror. And I thought, really, I wonder what a, I wonder what a, I wonder what a man would think I would look okay. And at that time Craigslist was still active. So I thought, you know what? I'm just going to post a leggy picture on these real tall high heels. About as tall as the ones I'm wearing today on Craigslist. And so I posted on Craigslist. And the first day I got 75 replies. Oh my god. And I thought, this is cool. This is awesome. I was scared death too because I read most of them. And they were mostly kids just looking for something, anything to fuck. So I read through them all. And then the next day I got about 50. And I thought, this is awesome. And I quickly figured out that if I'm really going to do this, I would just kind of like pick an older guy. Right. Yeah, just to be safe. So I, I would read through it and I read through it for four days. And there's one guy stuck out. He was, he was in his early 60s. And his wife wasn't doing too well. And obviously he says wife doesn't wear for many more. And he's always been a leg man, pantyhose man and stuff like that. With a, with a tiny bit by curious. And he says, I'd love to meet you and just see you and watch you walk around and maybe touch your legs and stuff like that. And I'd be fine if that's all that happens. And I thought, you know what? This is, this is what this is, if I'm going to do this, this, this is where I got to start just because just for my own curiosity, because I hate to be 20 or 30 years older and regret not ever trying. I'm not that type of person. I'm a type of person that why, why wait? So I asked you this. Have you ever had fantasies about this kind of scenario before? Was this the first time it kind of entered your mind? That moment I looked in the mirror and it clicked. I wonder what a man would think that is the absolute first time. Like when Brad was wearing him when I was at his mom's house, I didn't think, oh, yeah, boy, I'd like to just rub his penis or something like that. I never had one thought about it. So when I looked in the mirror, that was like the first time. And I've never really been by curious or anything like that. But you know, my penis feels good and my penis looks good. But it's a penis. So I thought, he's not going to show me his penis. He wants to see me and touch my legs. So I felt pretty safe with that, but no, no, by curious stuff at all. And I was like, I'm going to hang of it in my life. And so, and so I invited him over. And he came in and he brought, he told him a picture, a little picture of his wife says, look, here's what he's like trying to convince me. And he says, here's a picture of my wife. And I just want to show you that I'm real and I'm not playing any games. And the whole time I was talking, I was walking around because I was really nervous and scared. Here I am in front of a man. He beat an older man. And here I am dressed sexy, no wig or makeup or anything like that. Eventually we talked for like maybe 20 minutes or something like that. And then I felt pretty comfortable. I started to calm down. And I said, would you like to touch my legs? And he said, oh, I'd love to. So he was sitting on the couch. So I just walked up to him and just let him start to touch my legs. And I got really turned on by it. And I thought, this is, this feels good. Whether it's a man or a woman, it just feels good and it feels natural. So, so I just let him do that. And then after about 10 minutes of that, and I said, if you want to feel up a little higher under my skirt, it's okay. And so he did that. And he was feeling my cock and my ass and my legs and everything like that. And it felt really, really good. And I could see who's getting a little nervous and things like that. And so we kind of called an end to it. And I said, if you'd like to do this again, I'd be, I've never done this before. And you look a little nervous and I'm a little nervous. Would you like to do it again? He went, he said, yeah, I'd really like to. He says, I think I should go though, because I'm having almost like a panic attack. And I said, I can see you do your face. It's okay. So we ended it there. And three days later, he wrote to me again. And he said, that was really nice. I'd like to meet you next week if we could do it again. So I invited him over the next week, just about a week later. And pretty much the same scenario. I'm a little bit nervous, but a little more calm and I walk around for him. And he's sitting on the couch and he just said, he said, okay, if I just stare, I said, yeah, that's great. If you stare, no problem. And so I'm walking around and I walk up to him and he's touching, touching, touching. And feeling my cock and my ass and things like that. And I just looked down and I thought, okay, here we go. I said, do you want to taste it? And he went, oh, please, is it would be okay? And so he pulls my pantyhose down. And he, you know, he's like lightly sucking on my cock. And I'm thinking, this feels awesome. This was great. I wasn't seeing anybody. All my friends are married and have lives. And here I'm the divorce one. And so he gave me this nice soft, slow blow job. And he let me come in his mouth. And it was, it was the most beautiful thing. It wasn't just me being by or anything like that. It just felt really good. And he was really, really thankful and appreciative of it. And he thanked me for being brave enough to let him come over. And from there, I never saw him again. And I couldn't kind of get it out of my mind. I started dating somebody probably a couple months after that. But every now and then, I would wear the stuff around the house. And think about it. And go over her place and actually stole some pantyhose. Stuff like that. I guess I'm a little, I guess I'm a little pantyhose thief. And then sometimes I'd be where the pantyhose under my jeans or under my sweatpants. And go from there just to kind of have my fun. But then on a bothers day, I actually posted on Craigslist looking for somebody. Because I was in a grocery store and all these couples were in there in an area with single. And I'm thinking I was really frustrated. So I said, here I am, Father's Day, all these couples. And I got nobody. Well, somebody answered back to me and we went out. And she was an incredible lady. And we talked, talked, talked. And of course, now I'm brave enough. And I said, I'm really into like legs and pantyhose and all the rest and stuff like that. And she says, oh, I wear them sometimes. That's, that's fine. So she told me a little story. I knew it was going to be a clip because she told me, yeah, when I was young, I used to do some wild things and stuff like that. She was up striping through the city and this guy in this big truck. I had this little short skirt on and he yells down at me and he says, he says, hey, you're beautiful. And she says, thank you. And he says, yeah, I want to lick your pussy. So she let him lick his pussy. Oh, my God. So I knew at that point that she had a little bit of game in her and stuff like that. A little bit of wildness. Yeah. And she had this sexiest walk in the high heels that I've, that I've ever seen and stuff like that. So the relationship started to build. I liked her to dress sexy and she was totally fine with that. Sometimes I'd ask her to dress in sexy clothes and walk in the mall and just watch younger guys look at her. So I guess I started to think about stuff like that too. Yeah. And then one time we're laying in bed and she's got pantyhose on and we're kind of in the middle of sex and stuff like that. I said, those feel really good. I said, can I wear a pair of yours? She says, really? I said, yeah, I just want to see what it feels like. I didn't rub it against you like that. And she's just sure going ahead. So I just kind of went from there and I thought, wow, she's awesome. This is, this is working out perfect. So we'd have sex sometimes. I'd be wearing. She'd be wearing all the rest of it. And then one time I did ask her. I said, I said she and she was actually in a business and that dealt with women's things. And I said, I think you should maybe dress me up on a week and make up one time just to see what I look like. And she says, okay, no problem. So she's about a week later. Yeah, about a week later she had, she had stuff and she dressed me up. And I thought I looked pretty darn good. And so Christmas was coming around. And she said, what do you want for Christmas? And I said, well, we had a good life, good jobs, nice house, everything. And I said, we weren't married because she had a bad first marriage. So she was almost against getting married again, but we were living together. And I said, I don't know. I have everything I need. She said, come on, you got to want something for Christmas. And I just threw it out there, not thinking anything would come of it. And I said, how about some fantasy wishes? She said, what do you mean? And I said, how about six fantasy wishes of my call, anything goes. And she went, wow, is that what you really want? I said, yep. And she said, sure, okay. So I went with that. So about two months later, on a Saturday night, I said it all up. I went to my old favorite Craigslist and did some posting. Instead of posting pictures of me and pantyhose and high heels, I put pictures of her saying my milfy wife are looking for. We're looking for a third. If you're really interested in your leg, man, and you're okay with pantyhose on their set, please write to me and tell me why I should choose you. Right. Well, I can't tell you how many replies I got because she had great legs. Yeah. So a ton, a ton of replies. But that's the hard thing to find. I mean, you know, for a couple to say, hey, come in to guys. You want to come in and hook up with us? I mean, like every guy's, yeah, I'm down. It's other things are a little much harder to get. But that's an easy one. Right. Absolutely. So I ended up picking up somebody who went to the same. He was about 20, I guess. Red-headed kid. He said he was awkward with girls too. You played the same sport I played with the same college I went to. Say, this would really boost his confidence and be with somebody. I didn't show a face pick that. Hopefully this is beautiful as, as our legs are. And so I ended up picking him. And I set it up. We met at a restaurant near this big huge mall. And I told, told my lady. I said, okay, we're going out to dinner and blah, blah, blah. Please, we're going to, I'm going to dress you properly because there's something going on. And she just kind of smiled. She says, what? And I said, oh, it's fantasy wish night. Really? So I had her in a black corset. Tan panty hoes from really tall, strappy black high heels. And like a black coat cover in the corset. We went out to dinner. And so I told him to meet us there at six. And I knew what he looked like because I had to, I made sure he sent me pictures. So I waved to him and saw him and he can walk it over. And she turned red face and I says, I'd like you to meet so and so. I say, he's going to be with us tonight. Right. And so, so this was kind of the next adventure of it all. So we talked and I, and I explained to her about the Craig's list and all the rest of it. And she's odd by it all kind of turned on and odd. But she was really kind of excited about it also. She started asking me questions. Are you sure? Are you sure? Are you sure? When I set up a hotel room at the hotel next to the mall. And we got up from the table and I told her, my says, hey, take her hand. Walk her out like she's your lady and walked out to the vehicle. I put them both in the back seat and drove us over to the mall. We went upstairs. They sat on the bed. I sat on the couch. And she's telling them she says, okay, here's some, here's some of the ground rules. No kissing. And you got to wear a condom. And he's, yeah, yeah, yeah. Okay. Yeah, no problem. And I'm sitting on the couch and I'm frozen because I'm like, well, watching my own real porno movie here with my lady. And this, I was literally frozen. And so she says, go ahead and touch my legs. So he's touching her legs and touching my breast. And she says, you can't kiss me, but you can kiss my neck. So he starts kissing her neck and feeling her. Well, she started to get into it. Next thing, you know, she's kissing them on the mouth. And they're kind of touching and feeling and feeling and touching. And she ended up going down on him for two minutes. And then she says, well, why don't you put a condom on? And you put a condom on. And she was, he did her dog style for, I don't know, 20 minutes or something like that. And I'm literally frozen on the couch. Mm hmm. I couldn't move. Totally join it. Yeah. So they finished their, their thing and he leaves. And then we had sex. And she says, well, why didn't you join in? I said, I don't know. I was frozen on the couch. This was, this was awesome. I didn't know what to think. Yeah. I couldn't move. And so she was, she was perfectly fine with that. So those were some of the, for those are one of the six fantasy wishes. But at some point, her life kind of turned on a little bit. She had a job change and she started working 60, 70 hours a week. And she had a family member with, you know, with a, with a drug problem. And I literally for time, you know, wouldn't see her for almost a week or two at a time. She either be traveling, you know, in her office at home working. And it was just, you know, the relationship was kind of degrading. And that's too bad. It really was because she was an awesome lady, but she just literally had no time. So I took care of the house. I did the cooking, the cleaning, the shopping, working, doing everything. And I was like bored and lonely. So one, one Saturday night went drove to the big city. Because usually on my days off, I drive and go get a donut and coffee in the morning. And I was craving a donut. So I thought, oh, yeah, there's that place in the city. On my, it was bored. It was 10 o'clock a night. She was gone for the whole weekend. And I drove into the city to go get a donut. And so I got my donut, coffee, and I'm just driving around in the city and stuff like that. And I see this, see this young lady standing on the corner. And I thought, hmm, interesting. So I drive around again. She's still there. So I pull over and she just gets in. This was a hooker in training. We'll call it. Okay. And so she says, she's, hi, how you doing? I says, oh, hi, doing great. I just saw you standing here. I just came to get a donut and she says, well, what are you doing? I says, I'm just driving around and eat my donuts. She says, well, what do you want to do? And I says, well, to be honest, she says, yeah, just tell me. She says, I just love to see you dressed up in something sexy of my wife. And just touch you and play with you. And she went, hmm, okay, sure. She says, where do you live? It says about 30 minutes away. So I took her home and dressed her up in some of my wife's clothes and pantyhose and ideals. And she was walking around the bedroom all our sweat. Really pretty girl. And all the rest of it. And I thought, she looks, she looks beautiful. And it's because I was bored. And I guess ethically, I thought it was okay. So she says you want anything like that? Well, this is where it was going. She says, well, what do you want to do? And I says, well, I take what I says, let's be like kind of 69. And I'll just play with like your legs and your feet and you suck my cock. And she says, well, I have to work. You have to work on them. And I went and I says, I'll tell you what I says. I'll let you keep the dress, the pantyhose and the high heels. No comment. And she thought about it for 10 seconds. And she says, well, my friend told me I always need to use a condom. And I says, well, he's look at the house we're in. And I'm clean cut. Nice looking all the rest of it. These clothes and all the rest of it. And she went, okay. And so. Oh, my God, you're both terrible. I'm a very. Yeah, I know. I'm a very, very big condom advocate. Someone complained about that on a YouTube content comment recently. I think like it's a cock. Walk some people. But I like. Right. Here you are cheating on somebody. It's so bad. Yeah, I know. Okay. But anyway, go on with the story. Yeah. It was great. So she suck my cock. I played with her legs. And that lasted for God. Like an hour. Can we talk a little bit? She sucks. How much did that cost you? How much of that cost me? That cost me 200. Okay. And the clothes and the outfit. Right. But my wife had closet full. It has 60 plus. I buy. I was the one that bought her shoes most of them. So she has a 60 plus. She would never even remember which ones were missing. No, but I'm just saying that's. I was just trying to figure out what the girl got me out with. It was a 200 bucks. And had to tow gear. Do I think. Well, the shoes, the shoes were Jessica Simpson. So they were cheating. Yeah, they weren't from. They weren't from Target or something. Right. They were nice sexy shoes. So she made out. She made out pretty good. And she gave me her number. And I called her. But nothing. Nothing. Nobody ever picked up. So. So that was. That was the end of that. Well, things still kind of. Still kind of degraded a little bit. For. In the relationship. So I went back on a couple of weeks later on Saturday. And I had to get my donut driving around. Didn't see anything. The any girls that they're. But I saw. I was. I was. I. She was in like a white cottony dress tan, hoesery pantyhose and white high heels. But she looked a little different. And I thought, Hmm. So her job round again. And I put you. I know this is going. Right. So she pulled over. Right. So I pulled over. And she got in and I heard the voice immediately. And I'm thinking, oh god. I don't know if I should do this. And she said, thanks for pulling over. She says I'm just feeling a little lonely tonight. She was really honest and was doing a lot of things. She says, I'm just feeling a little lonely tonight. She was really honest and was doing a lot of talking. So I just feel a little lonely tonight. I just kind of want to hang out with somebody. It was, that'd be okay. And she looked great. So I thought, okay. Like she says, can we go, we can go back to my place, park your truck in a secure parking lot. And we just, I'm just, it's funny though. I hate to say this. This is so off topic. But it's funny that you're like, oh, she said to me, I'm feeling a little lonely. She was being really honest. Don't you think that's like their fucking pickup line? That's how they get you to become, that's how they're getting paid. That's like a line. Don't you think? Or do you think she's really lonely? I just think that's what she says to get the hurt and to get you to like really be down and get you to pay up and do what she wants to do and become her John for the night. This episode is presented by Shopefy. Did you know that 10,000 German companies already use Shopefy? The commercial platform as a complete solution. With which you can start your own company and expand your company. With Shopefy you can simply put your own online company in. Also without knowledge in programming or design. Test Shopefy kostenlos and bring your business ID in the world. Go to Shopefy.de, Shreikstrich Podcast 23. Well, she looks so good and I never done this before. She looks so good that I would have paid for. Exactly. Oh, but you do. Yeah, so I was thinking that. So we get back to her place and we're talking and I just thought, okay, let me break the iceberg. Can I just touch your legs while we're talking? She's, oh, yeah, sure. She works for some LGBT organization and stuff like that. And she says, I'm seriously lonely. She says, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not. Oh, okay. So I should have went with my mouth. It was really, right? Okay. Yeah. I ended up in and I says, well, you know what? Thank you for being really honest. I says, I would have paid for it. Because you're beautiful. She says, really? I says, yeah, I says, you're really, really beautiful. Look at your legs. I'm a leg man. I'm a pantyose man. I'm this, I'm that. I says, I'd be perfectly fine with just like playing with your legs and stroking you and having you stroke my cock. And she's all totally do that. So I hung out with her for four hours. You see, and I've given me a blowjob. No sex, no nothing. I didn't, I didn't go up and feel her bulge or anything like that. And I just play with her legs and she played with my cock and can blow job and then it was getting like probably up three o'clock in the morning. And I left and I thought, oh my God, this was, this was incredible. But while we were talking and stuff like that, she says, you ever been to this club? I won't say the name. X, Y, Z. And I said, no, I've never even been to a club. I've never even been with somebody like you. And she says, oh, you ought to go to this club. There's a bunch of girls like me and they'd love you and you're big cock and all the way out of that. Y'all to go in there sometime. And I says, what I do, I do dress up every now and then she says, and then she stops, she says, you do. And I says, yeah, I said, I've never, I've tried on the wig and the makeup one time with my lady, but I've never been out or anything like that. But I have a dress and the high heels that fit me. And she's all y'all dressed in y'all to go down there sometime. It's so much fun, blah, blah, blah, blah. And so for a little while after that night was over, I started thinking about it. And I thought, hmm, so I actually got at the guts one night. You're still married at this point? Well, you're still with her. I was still with her, but she didn't want to get married because she has such a rough relationship. You're not married, but you guys are together, though. You're still with this woman, right? Yeah, we're like five or six years in at this point. Okay, but she's so busy that she doesn't realize that you get totally dressed up and go out one night to this club. No, not at all, because she's traveling at least a week or two a month. Okay. So I'm free and clear. So we're just, you know, living in two different worlds. We should say one night, oh, yeah, let's watch a movie. And then we'd start watching some movies. Yeah, who cares about that? Yeah, let's get back to the story anyway. Yeah, yeah, the story. Yeah, instead of all that, we don't care about her. Get back to that. Now you're dressed up and you're going out for the first time, like cross-dressed, right? Right. So I was scared to death, and I went and parked down the street from this club, and I walked over to the club. And I didn't go inside and the wig, and I did the best I could on makeup and stuff like that. And I had a lot of cars pull over and try to pick me up. And I was really, really excited about it, really excited about it. But it didn't get any vehicle or anything like that. But I was really turned on by it, didn't go into the club. And so I left because I was getting a little nervous. I saw police down the street and all the rest of it. So I kind of not run, of course, because I was in tall shoes, made my way back to my vehicle and drove home and kind of chickened out, staying out there anymore. And I kind of regretted it a little bit. And then every now and then, I'd still be posting to kind of keep some guys in the bullpen. If you know what I mean, just in case I was feeling extra horny. And so this one guy wrote me and asked if he could take me out. And I thought, hmm, boy, this would be kind of interesting. But he says, can we meet first? And I said, sure, he says, while I own this record studio, I'll meet you at my record studio late night, 10, 11 o'clock, or something like that. I'll give you the tour of the record studio. And we could just see if we get along. So I met him at his record studios. A nice older guy gave me the tour. And I'm walking around, fully made up. The wig, the makeup, pie heels, panneos, the whole thing walking around, walking around, walking around. And it was great. And he was really a nice man and all the rest of it. And we talked for a little while and stuff like that. And he was typing, he asked me to touch my legs. He says, that's all I want to do. Can I just touch your legs on? Just to see just because I won't be able to get through the night if I don't, I said, sure. And that's really all that happened. But he says at the end of the night, he says, but can I take you out? I'd really like to just take you out. Would you, could you do that? And I said, sure, why not? And he says, I'll come pick you up. I'll take you out into the city. We'll go to this club, XYZ. And I says, and I thought in my mind, oh my God, that's the club that they mentioned. And I thought, OK, I'm down with this. OK, no problem. So a couple of weeks later, we set it up. And he came and picked me up. And we're talking on the way. And I'm across, I'm being like a girl. I'm crossing my legs and moving my feet around and trying to turn them on a little bit while we're driving. And we're a couple blocks away from the club. It's probably the 9 or 10 o'clock at night. And he says, well, I kind of put my car in a parking garage about a block waist as you can be able to walk that far in those high heels. And he says, well, I'll tell you what, why don't you just drop me off in front and then go park the car. And he went, OK, so I knew what I was doing. So as soon as he dropped me off and drove away, cars would stop and they were trying to pick me up. Because here I was, I got to play the same game I played in previous times. And so I was really getting turned on by it all. And come on, hey, baby, God, what great legs. You want to go for rides? You want to go home for me? You heard all these stories. It was awesome. It was really, really super excited. And I didn't get any car I really wanted to, though, just because I was so turned on. And he comes walking up and we go into the car, or go into the place. And he introduces me to the manager, evidently. He's a semi-regular in there. And the managers all made up tranny cross-dress wherever you want to call it. And they're giving me drinks. And they're really excited to see somebody new in there and giving me all of these props on how nice I looked and all the rest of it. And I was thinking, this is great. I'm totally loving this and having a good time. And we hung out in the club for two hours. We actually danced a little bit. I've never tried to dance in tall shoes. And just hung out in the club. Didn't have sex with them, didn't touch his penis, didn't see his penis. When we got back to my place, I invited him in. He came in, he gave me a blowjob. And then he left. And I kind of started my line of thinking a little bit down the line a little bit so that maybe this is OK. And maybe I am a little bit curious. And so I answered another guy's ad. And the wife was gone. He sounded a little more sketchy than the first guy. He was a little bit younger too, but I thought, well, OK. So I went out to hotel rooms so we could meet there instead of the house. He comes up to the hotel room and he's got flowers for me in a card and he's really excited. And he wanted to take me out to dinner instead of some club in that same big city. And so here we are in this restaurant. And he says, well, I'm going to order for you. Obviously, my voice, because I wanted to look the part, but I didn't sound the part. And so he says, do you mind if I order for you? I says, oh, no, no, no, you go right ahead, order for me. And so we're eating and I'm getting a few looks, but kind of not what the hell is that, but just kind of an interesting look. This is something different here. And then after dinner, we're walking with literally thousands of people out there. And he says, you want to go for a little walk? I says, oh, yeah, because now I've turned into an exhibitionist a little bit. I want to be out in public and I want to be seen. And so as we're walking, I got all these girls and women that would come up to me and talk to me. Say, are you a guy? Or how do you walk in those? How do you walk and choose that taller? Right. You have great legs. And I could see guys giving me a first look and then a second look. And then a third look trying to figure me out or was like, whoa, he looks really, he she looks really sexy, but that's a guy I think and stuff like that. So I was totally turned on by that. And so we go back to the hotel room. And this was mainly just for my entertainment. So I had never had sex with a man, never thought about having sex with a man. I didn't have sex with this guy, but I told him he could, he could suck my cock if he wanted to. And he did because he was really turned on the whole night. And I never gave him a hand job or anything like that. I guess I was just being a little selfish, but I was the one out public in the dress, the pantyhose, the high heels, the makeup, all the rest of it. And I guess this was kind of my reward for it all a little bit. Well, he tried to contact me a couple more times and go out and didn't didn't didn't happen. So but I could see my my quest was kind of getting ready to kind of take the next step. So a couple of weeks later, I answered this other ad from this very well-spoken, well-written gentleman. And he wanted me to meet him at his workplace, which is a corporation that he said he's the CFO, corporation that you would know by name. And so I, during the day, and he says, you don't have to wear the wig and makeup, but I just want to see you in the dress and pantyhose and high heels. So I was like, okay, and he says, meet me right out front. So I was like, and he sent me his picture. And so I pull right up front and there I am sitting there and he comes walking out with a couple of other guys. And he gets in my vehicle and he says, so go over there with the parking garage. And it's, whoa, parking garage, okay. Broad daylight and all the rest of it. So we're in the parking garage, I back into a stall and we talk for a minute or two and he's touching my legs and kind of feeling my cock and things like that. And security comes driving by, he had the flashing lights on top and I says, oh, we better take it easy. He says, oh, no, that's so-and-so. He waves at him as the guy's driving by. And it's, wow, this is really weird. And he says, okay, this is enough for now. I says, I gotta get back into the office. I get at one o'clock meeting. And I says, okay, he says, well, here's my car. He says, this is me, this is my private number. He says, you can call me, but don't call me at night. My wife won't know, but he says, I wanna meet you. And I says, sure, why not? Okay, and he says, this is my address. And he says, we have a big home and a big lot, a big lot. And this was in an area with $5 million homes. And he says, I got a big motor home right next to the house. He says, when you pull in and park, park next to the motorhome and then just go in the motorhome and wait for me about 10 o'clock, so it's just okay. So, and he says, just just the way you are. So, I went in there about 10 o'clock, drove in there, got out of my vehicle, walked into the motorhome, about two minutes later, he come walking into the motorhome on his property. And this is in a big, a real big expensive residential area. And I says, well, where's the wife? She's, oh, her and the kids go to sleep early. So, she says, I'm fine. He says, I just left your legs. He says, I just love to just touch your legs and suck your cock without be okay. And I thought, all right, it is, go for it. So, he was, you know, here is the CFO of a major company in the United States, on his knees in front of me, sucking on my cock. And I'm thinking, I'm giggling inside. I'm thinking, you know, this is, this is unbelievable. So, he sucked my cock and he's talking. And I think he, I think he was kind of a submissive a little bit, because I could tell because in these shoes, like right now, I'm six one, I'm like six, six wearing these things if I standing up. So, I'm really tall. So, I think he liked that I'm tall in the whole submissive thing because he was down on his knees in front of me, sucking on my cock. And I think, he was kind of a shorter guy. I think he kind of liked being submissive and stuff like that. So, after he was done sucking my cock and I said, well, can I do anything for you? I felt kind of guilty a little bit this time. And he says, well, you can jerk me off if you want to. So, the first time I had a cock in my hand, I jerked him off and I thought, and I thought, this isn't so bad. This isn't such a bad thing at all. And so, I jerked him off and he said, he says, can we meet again? Can I get a hold of you another time and can we meet again and do this? And I said, I said, absolutely. I said, if you're really comfortable with you, I feel safe and all the rest of it. And about once every two or three months, he would give me a call and I'd go over there in nighttime when she was away and he'd suck my cock and about the third or fourth time, I said, would you like a little more this time? And so, I ended up, because I really felt comfortable after three or four visits. I said, can I suck your cock? And he went, yeah, okay. Yeah, go for it. So, I ended up sucking his cock that night. And that was the first cock I sucked and I thought again. How old were you at this point? Okay, so I was about 50. Okay, so seven years ago. Yeah, about 70. So, it took you until about 50 before you had that dick in your mouth. Right, yeah, all the way to 50. But, you know, I never really had, I've heard some of the, I've listened to a lot of your podcasts and starts earlier with some of them. Yeah, it's all different. I never really, I never really had that inclination but I just kind of, we just kind of manifested into that. And you can kind of see it as things kind of, just kind of progressed a little bit. Yeah, exactly. And had a little bit of fun that I just was a little more willing to try this and try that because like I've told my wife, Mary, to now I says, you know what, we're not getting any younger. I says 20 years from now, we're gonna be too old to do stuff like that. So, I got hurt when her and I started getting serious. And this was probably a couple years after that episode with the last time I saw that guy. I kind of got away from it for a little while because I was working hard and paying off child support and all the rest of this stuff out of daughter with the first wife. But this one, I mentioned to her right away, I love legs and pantyhose and all the rest of it. And she told me later on that, she thought it was a little strange, but she went with it. And so this is the greatest lady I've ever known and she wears for me all the time and we have our little pantyhose games and it's a ritual for her when we do that. And I usually just rip them open and wait, it's all I can ask for. And I still kind of crave the going out public and when she did travel before all this COVID stuff, I'd actually get kind of dressed up and I go get gas in the middle of the night in my vehicle. I mean, that's what I was wondering. Does she know about all this other stuff, like the guy stuff, the dressing up stuff or does she just know about the pantyhose stuff? She knows about the pantyhose stuff, she knows about none of the other stuff. Right. And now in the time, though, that you've been with her, have you ever, have you met up with any guys? Well, that's true. That's true. Try to, you know, because Craig's list isn't, yeah. I've been at POF and all the rest of them, stuff like that. I've tried to and I've actually been stood up a few times and I met one guy and he was really nervous. So nothing's really kind of worked out, so I guess my fun has been in the middle of the night on the way to work out a lot of the house dressed and go get gas in my vehicle dress step or something like that, getting my jollies. But with her, I'm more focused on her than me, even though I think after we're doing this talk today that I'm probably gonna go out in the middle of the night on my way to work and get gas fully dressed up, just because I'm kinda horny and kinda turned on now by this. Also, you're white, right, right. But also your wife is that I know this because of scheduling and stuff, right? We talked about the fact that you were available to call in because your wife is out of town, right? And so you have a short amount of time because I know she's coming back tomorrow, right? So let's do your thing. So now's the time to do it, right? While she's away. Oh, absolutely. So I mean, you have to take you when the chance comes, you have to present yourself, you have to do it. But with her, I've tried to bring her along just to kinda cross the line a little bit. I've taken some provocative pictures with her outside, had her all dressed up and gone into the woods and had my fun with her. I got her to answer the door, dressed very provocatively. Obviously, Penny Hose high heels and a short dress. When the pizza guy came and she was totally giggling afterwards and fine with that. So I've got her to dress sexy like before and after you send the afternoon, she'll dress sexy for a minute to say, my car needs gas, let's go get some gas before we've gone to the gas station. They've heard it out. Dress sexy and pump gas. And I'm watching guys watch her because she's attracted herself. And so I'm kinda having my jollies with her, but I kinda wanna have my own fun. Yeah, you have this other side. You have this whole other thing that you're into, right? That she can't really fulfill because it has to do with you being fully dressed up as a woman, right? Being with a guy. Exactly. And we're not planning on telling her, right? We're gonna wrap it up now, but you're not planning on telling her, right? No. Right. So if I could bring her along, a little farther maybe, but not at this point. Right. Yeah, you'd have to do the whole dressing up with her. I think it's hard when you cross the line to be like, oh, you wanna get a blowjob from a guy or any of that kind of stuff. That's a whole different ball game, right? Big time ball. We, that's way across the line. Even going from panties. Yeah, even going from pantyhose to like, I wanna dress up and close. You know, they're all, you know, I think pantyhose and I've said this before is a very easy fetish for a woman to accept. It's extremely easy. It's like a no brainer. Nicholas, you gotta hold on once again. This is why we gotta wrap it up because it hours long as I keep. I'm almost done baby kicks five minutes. Shut the door. Thank you. I think the fact that a guy loves pantyhose once is girl to wear it. No girl's gonna give a shit about that, right? The fact that a guy wants to wear the girl might be like, what at first, but she really likes the guy. She's gonna be fine with it. But then when you get into the, I wanna dress up. That's a different thing. But then, oh, I like my dick and a guy's mouth and that's a whole other thing. So there's a lot, there would be a lot that she would have to accept. But it seems you might be able to mock the stuff that you like with her, maybe, and go a little farther with her and do like fantasy play with her because she seems down for that. She'd probably be open to it. You know who really would have been down is that other girl that you lost on that was like, that guy in the room and wanted you to join in. That was the girl. That was the one. If her life wouldn't have fallen apart, she was the one for all of that. No, not that one, 100%. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But this one, I don't know that you'd ever be able to really tell her everything. And so in seven years that you've been with her, you haven't been with a guy or had any of those kind of things. The only thing you've really done is try to make it happen, right? And gone out, dressed up behind her back. Right. Yeah. Have you seen any coakers or anything like that? Like you've done in the past? I mean, you can't pick them up anymore, you know? But have you done cheating on her with women at all? No, not at all. You know, I used to live closer to the big city. Now we're like an hour and a half away from it. So it's not, I can just, you know, take 15 minutes and drive over there and drive around and look and all the rest of it, so that happens. But it's interesting that you say that about Craigslist and maybe women and men, but you know, I'm just saying more women might have really benefited from Craigslist personal is going out the window because it did make it a lot easier, right? For these kinds of secret things to go on. Mm-hmm, yep. Right? Really easy, yeah. It was seven years ago. Because you haven't been able to make anything happen. But if Craigslist was around, you definitely would have, right? So I think, or it's been super easy. Yeah, for a lot of women that were with men that were living civil lives and a lot of women, then it had more men that were married to women that were really, it's a good thing that Craigslist went down for those people. It's bad for you because you haven't been able to get your fix. But I think you've gone seven years without it. I think, and you're okay, so that's fine. And I think maybe you could push your girl to go a little bit more into fantasy play with you while COVID's happening and nothing's really fucking going on. Right. That's what I'm kind of hoping for the COVID thing, because she's working doing the whole work from home thing till maybe the end of the year. So she's, she's put to be tied right now. And so you know how it is, you gotta be in the right frame of mind to do things like that. So everything's just like everybody's life, everything's on hold. You can't even, yeah, we're all in the twilight zone. You can't do anything. Yeah, no, no. The only thing I have to do is right now go feed my son. So I'm stuck with a four-year-old every day. And you were all like, it's not such a sexy time, right? I mean, I don't, I don't know. Maybe some people are banging more, doing things, but I think it's hard when everyone's stuck in the house with each other, right? I don't know. That's what you were trying to say. Oh, it really is. Yeah. I think we're getting closer towards the end. I mean, I don't know when I'm gonna air this episode, but me and you are talking in the beginning of September. I'm hoping we're a little bit past the halfway mark for this piece of shit, year psycho phase we're in, right? Who knows, but hopefully we're getting towards the end and this could all sort of move away. But thank you so much for calling in and telling your story. You definitely were one of those that I could just sit back and relax and listen. When tell everything, I'm glad I'm airing it on my regular show because it's much more than pantyhose. There's cross chest line there. There's bisexuality in there. There's a lot of other stuff going on. So it's gonna make for a great episode. So I'm glad we finally spoke. I mean, you have talked about this for a long time. Long time, way too long. So I'm glad we finally, yeah, we finally, when she told me she was gonna go away with her boys for a few days, I think. Yeah, I was it. 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