Former No.1 Pick-Up Artist: “We’re Wired to Cheat After 7 Years”, “I Was In A Relationship With My Mum”, The True Danger Of Porn: Neil Strauss
This is certainly an interesting topic. Is it okay to ever check your partner's phone?
It's a form of cheating. Here's what's interesting.
I found that Neil Strauss, the former world's greatest pick-up artist, best-selling author. He opens up about cheating,
monogamy, whose work is insightful and controversial. Do you think it's natural to be faithful to one person?
In my research, most evolutionary argument that made the most sense was that
requires cheat after about seven years. That said, I realized that all relationship issues are historical.
For example, I heard someone I thought the offer of a sexual experience and wasn't that great.
Went to a sex addiction rehab, and then the therapist said the reason you've never been in a healthy relationship.
It's because your mother wants to be in a relationship with you.
My mom never proved this single person I dated. When I wanted to live with my girlfriend,
my mom cut me off. She'd come in my room and tell me about how old my dad was.
I was only when I understood her, so you grew up trapped.
You can call that emotional obsessed.
And then what happens as soon as you're in a relationship, you want to escape.
Having that outlet of cheating or drugs means we're not just trapped with this one person.
And how does one go about unwiring that?
These little things program us, so you've got to disengage it.
And so what works is the people that really are struggling to find that love.
What advice do you give to them?
People have this fantasy about what they want, but you're going to track someone at your level
of growth and self-esteem. Everyone who has that list,
and this is what I'm looking for, make that list for yourself and become that person,
and then you'll meet that person. It's like just a hundred percent true.
What do you think about masturbation?
I like how you just ask that question, just I've never shared this.
I'll probably regret it. I didn't experiment once.
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Neil, I first came across your work when I was,
I'm going to say 17 years old.
Your book was the first book I ever read without moving from the moment I opened it.
Obviously, the book covers the life of pick-up artists and you kind of go on that journey with them
and then you kind of shine a light on that world.
But for me, what the book taught me was a lot about human psychology and that human psychology
was even quite a significant thing in life, business, and everything in between in relationships.
And then I read your second book some years later called The Truth.
And again, this book changed my life.
But for very different reasons.
For reasons centered around the fact that I was struggling in relationships,
I was struggling with commitment.
I thought that a relationship was prison and your book The Truth gave me an olive branch
that maybe I was wrong.
And it showed me sort of a, give me a mental model to redefine how I saw relationships.
There's a lot of people struggling with relationships.
Yeah, I mean, that's why I wrote it.
That was one of those people.
Give me a little bit of an overview of your story,
up until writing The Truth.
I think we're really similar.
We're talking a little bit before the show in terms of like being a late bloomer in terms of
relationships and commitment and freedom being important and all those kind of criteria.
I just thought you kind of think everything's normal and everyone else is strange and
you're normal until you like hit a bottom and something goes wrong.
And for me, what happened was, I mean, it's super vulnerable to share even though it's
In The Truth, but it's weird to say it in person.
I was dating someone who I thought, oh, this is more serious relationship.
Maybe this could go the long way.
And then I cheated on them.
And sadly, people usually don't learn a lesson when they cheat.
They learn the lesson when they get caught.
So I got taught.
And then you face the reality.
That's when the compartment breaks down in your mind and you face the consequences of what you've done.
And her being smart was like, done with you.
You cheated on me.
You betrayed me.
Goodbye.
Good, which is good for her.
That I felt like just wrecked.
I felt just, you know, I wrecked it.
I hurt someone I loved and cared about.
I destroyed my chances for the future that I wanted to have.
Offer like a sexual experience that wasn't that great anyway.
So, and this is in the book.
So his names are so, so Rick Rubin, the producer, the music producer,
who's kind of been a mentor to me.
He almost produces my life like the way he produced my life like the way he produced
the record where I'm living, everything.
He's someone who can just, the way he looks at music, he can look at your life
and see what your logical fallacies are.
So he said, like, maybe you're a sex addict.
I'm like, well, what do you mean?
It's not like I need to have sex all the time.
I'm not addicted to it.
I'm not like out there doing crazy things.
He's like, well, I mean, hey, look at all the stuff you did in the game.
Did that make you happy?
You know, you got everything you wanted.
Did that make you happy?
And now you hurt somebody cared about for a sexual experience.
Maybe you are a sex addict.
And we literally argued back and forth about that for months.
So they was ready to give up on me.
And then I said, I don't know.
But I'll tell you what, I'll go to sex addiction rehab because it's not going to hurt.
I'll learn something.
And I went there very cynically into sex, into sex addiction rehab.
We did something called like a timeline.
We write down your most, and you can do this at home.
It's a useful thing to do to write down your most impactful experiences,
positive or negative in your first 17 or 18 years.
And you kind of write them out and I was going from my positive and negative experiences.
Now the therapist goes, well, you know the reason you've never been in a healthy relationship.
I'm like, no, why?
Because everything either I cheated or someone cheated on me or they just didn't work out.
And I go, no, why?
She goes, well, it's because your mother wants to be in a relationship with you.
And exactly, that look you just had was exactly what I had.
I'm like, what are you talking about?
But logically, but in my body,
like everything when it passed made sense.
And then she said, and this was like a little intense.
She's like, there's a word for that.
We call that emotionally incest.
And I was like, what the fuck is that?
Like, the fact that almost like I'm feeling it now,
like I felt this whole like this cold wind blow through like my entire soul.
And like my body recognized the truth that she was right.
Like why did my mom never prove a single person I dated?
Why was I grounded for most of my high school life?
Why when I wanted to live with my first girlfriend,
her mom cut me off and said, I wasn't allowed to do that.
Even though I was like, you know, 19 or 20 or something like that,
like it's insane.
You know, why would I sit while watching TV and like Ms. Hasha,
it's fucking creepy, but like Ms. Hasha hands and shit like that.
Like literally, and why would she come in my room and
tell me about like, you know, how horrible my dad was.
And I was the only one who understood her like, yes, you like it, it's crazy.
And so, so once I recognize the truth of that, all of a sudden,
like it just was never the same again.
Basically, just like three types of parenting, right?
This is, see, there's functional parenting,
which is just a parent that takes care of a child's needs.
There's abandonment when a parent's not there for the child's emotional or physical,
you know, emotional or physical needs, or the parent's gone.
It can be abandoned, and even if a parent dies when you're very young,
you don't know that that you, someone's, you might think that's about you.
Then there's enmeshment, which is like most people don't know and don't recognize,
which is when a parent's, when your job's to take care of parents needs.
Okay. When you kind of start parenting them, what's taking care of them?
Yes, or, or instead of making choices about what are best for you,
to make a choice about what's best for them.
So, simple reasons you're taking care of them.
In fact, you can see people who are adults and they call their mom or dad every single day,
and are always there for the problems that their parents are having and feel guilty if they're not.
But then it can be more subtle, like maybe a parent's really anxious,
and you need to be home and close by and do all these things.
But it's not for you to be a better child, it's for them to be less anxious and less worried.
So, some that enmeshment is occurring is if you grew up feeling sorry for a parent.
We're born with kind of all our brain cells, but the neural connections aren't made, right?
And in our early, early childhood experiences,
all that wiring is being put together.
So, they're like our programmers, right?
Like, they literally just programmed us.
So, these little things program us.
And this woman, PMLity, she's brilliant.
She has this great therapy,
called post-induction therapy, PIT.
And she thinks of her child, she thinks of her childhood as a hypnosis.
And she's trying to wake you up from that hypnosis.
And it's such a great way to think about it.
That we're really indoctrinating to this cult.
It's children, right?
And that cult is our family values, the family system, the way it is.
Mom, dad, we have nothing else, and that shapes the wiring of our brain.
And then, as adults, so much of our journey is to wake up.
So, how does that all come background to this sex addiction?
So, if you grow up enmeshed with a parent,
well, what happens as soon as you're in a relationship again,
you feel trapped, and that trappedness reminds you of
your parents.
Your parents and your childhood.
And so, what do you want to do when you're trapped?
Fly escape.
Exactly, you want to escape.
And how do we escape?
Cheating.
Exactly.
Interesting that cheating is a path to escaping.
That's quite interesting.
Yeah, and it doesn't have to, it's almost like a...
And by the way, if not cheat, some people will act out in some other way.
It could be some other type of escape.
But often it's cheating because we feel trapped again,
and we feel we just want to pop a hole in that
like plastic bag over head before we suffocate, suffocate.
And having that outlet of just cheating or fantasy or
drugs or whatever it is, like something there
like just helps us escape and not feel trapped.
We have our own separate life, or we're not just trapped with this one person.
It's scary.
We feel this like terror.
I mean, sometimes like before I did all this work,
like my girlfriend would like hug me,
and I'd like to feel like my skin crawl.
I just feel trapped.
And like she's just loves me as a hug me,
but I feel like just like I wanted to escape.
See, I can relate in a way,
because I remember when I would pursue someone that I was attracted to
when I was up until the age I'd say about 22.
And the minute they showed an interest in me,
I would kind of like dissuade them from wanting to be with me.
So I would pursue them.
Then once they were interested in me, I'd dissuade them.
I would get like my skin would crawl
when they showed interest in me.
I really had to do a lot of work to get rid of that.
Yeah.
Like I was, I had an allergic reaction
to someone being interested in me.
Yes, that exact same thing.
It's like, and so that's why a lot of people who are avoidance,
don't recognize their avoidance are like,
no, I want love.
I want to be in love.
That's my whole goal in life.
Yeah, how does it feel when someone actually returns your love?
Powerfully.
And how does one go about unwiring that or unlearning those limiting beliefs?
I'll give it to you in the way that I think is like the most effective.
The first step to heal is humility.
Like the number one thing you need is humility.
And as the one who once told me,
the same brain that got you into this problem
is going to get you out of it.
And a lot of people think, well, if I read books,
and I write books, I love books,
and I was in a podcast.
I love podcasts and do podcasts as well.
But just taking an information, you're not going to,
you need, you need really humility to say,
shoot, I don't know the answers.
And you just render to an expert and just say, I know nothing.
That's why we're talking before the podcast about AA.
And the first step is realizing we were powerless.
And I think that humility is the first step to change.
And it's, man, it's a hell of a step because it's hard for people
to really be humble in this world and say, I don't know.
So from there, this is the three things.
And I think they work in combination.
I really think this is the form.
We love to love that the therapy model was redone around this,
which is one is you need deep, intensive workshops
where you're really like an emotional puddle on the ground crying.
This stuff came in emotionally and I think you can only heal emotionally.
I think anyone who's listening or maybe even yourself,
if you had a moment that really changed,
it's something you felt emotionally.
It wasn't, oh, if there's an idea and you're like, oh, I get it.
It's just a behavioral problem and then you change it.
The things that you understand and you keep making the same mistake,
you know, as I call them, NLP conscious incompetence,
those are the things where it takes something deeper.
So deep, intensive, emotional workshop.
And then everyone goes to these things.
The Hoffman process, for example, is very popular right now.
Have you heard of that?
Yeah, I have my friends put into the group chat in the day.
Yeah, yeah.
So it's Parfled's great.
What the Survivors program at the Meadows or it's the Real Retreat Center
is amazing or therapeutic, but they're a bunch of,
so you go to these where always happens or even after any kind of seminar is,
you leave like, this is amazing.
I totally get it.
I see who I am.
I'm going to go live my best life now and then you get around the same environment
and the same behavioral pattern start, you know,
sneaking back in and you're back to where you started.
So you need the big shift and then you need something for maintenance.
That's where talk therapy comes in.
So step one, deep workshop, step two is some kind of ongoing maintenance.
And here's something I recommend and it's also cheaper.
I think then therapy and I haven't been afford to see a therapist every week.
So you need something that we're every week or every couple weeks,
your wrong thinking is corrected.
So as an example, I got a bunch of guys together in my neighborhood,
different men are at the same level in life.
And we all chipped in for one therapist.
So instead of you buying a therapist,
five, six, ten of your friends can ship out a therapist,
you can do that, you know, skip a few coffees a week.
And then we meet every week.
We've done this for probably since my, you know, seven years now.
Same almost, almost the exact same group of people.
A few people have come in and out.
And every week we go in there and here's my group therapy.
I think in a lot of research back to stuff actually,
but research can back anything up.
Is that that it works better than one in one therapy is,
if you're having a discussion with me or a therapist,
you can just say, well, I think you're wrong.
I disagree, even though you don't have a degree, I disagree.
But if that therapist and like eight of your friends,
I'll say, no, man, you're wrong.
You're like, I disagree, but be all say so.
You're probably right.
I'll consider that.
So I think it's really powerful.
And the other great thing is you don't have to wait every week
or every two weeks to see a therapist.
You're in touch with all your friends.
You like you said about your group chat.
You're in touch with all your friends all the time.
So, so group therapy, like for example,
you know, we show this pattern.
So I could be in my therapy thing and start to say something.
Like I'm starting to see this person and this is going on.
And right away, they're like, oh man,
you're doing that same thing you did with your last two people.
You started dating.
Why don't you try this new thing?
They see you so well.
So deep shift,
ongoing maintenance, that's where the talk therapy comes in.
Then the third thing is tools to use when you're backsliding.
As an example, we talked earlier about how someone would,
I get hugged by my girlfriend and I'd start to feel that,
what you said, that same feeling.
Like I just felt like I'm comfortable and wanted to escape.
So the tool there was something called reparenting.
Reparenting is like talking to your child or talking to yourself and I just say,
hey, she's not your mom.
You can relax.
I got this.
I'll take care of you.
She just loves you and cares about you.
And man, accept that.
So I'll just give myself that inner monologue.
And why do you think that works?
The reparenting or the tools?
The reparenting part.
Yeah, I think the reparenting part is this.
Like there's
inner child's kind of like a word that if you haven't done the inner child work,
just sounds like it's so woo-woo.
So another way to think about it is this,
when you see something that's familiar that traumatized you as a child or a team,
right away your protective mechanisms from then are going to take over.
So you've got to like disengage it.
And so what works is saying,
it works as recognizing it and saying like, no, this isn't that.
This is actually okay so you can relax and just accept.
And that's all quite unconscious, isn't it?
So you won't consciously know that the reason this hug with this person is giving me the like
the CBGB's or the creeps, whatever,
is because it reminds me of my mother or whatever, whatever.
But unconsciously that's what's kind of what's going on.
The old circuits are starting to fire, but you haven't had a thought yourself.
You're just experiencing a feeling.
I could experience that feeling of feeling like I was trapped,
but I wouldn't consciously know why.
You wouldn't know, no, of course, you would have no idea.
You literally just think, I'm trapped.
And that's why these things all work together.
So like the package, the short version of it because there's a long answer is
deep intensive workshops,
ongoing maintenance through group of talk therapy,
and tools to use when all behaviors come up.
So once you've done that deep intensive workshop and recognize,
oh shoot, I react like this because I'm getting flashbacks to being like
suffocated by my mom or my dad,
then you're now you're conscious about what's happening.
And then as you consistently use the tools,
it's you you you get to intervene quickly, right?
So the key is like intervening quickly.
I'll give another example that a lot of people might relate to
is like when you're in a conflict or you're
starting to get upset about something, right?
And then if you just stay there, you might start to get upset
or behave in a way that you don't love.
Does that make sense?
Or yeah.
So we want to start recognizing the signs of,
oh my heart's starting to beat fast or I feel like maybe there's something
you're feeling your chest or in your arms.
For me, like my arms start to get like I feel like,
I don't know, just sort of like a weird tension in my hands.
As soon as I feel that, I'll just say,
once I can be right back, I'll step back,
bring myself back to earth,
and then come back and I'll never react.
So I think one of our goals, I think the goal of
self-improvement of this work is to be like non-reactive,
connected, but non-reactive.
Masturbation.
Yeah.
What do you think about masturbation?
I did an experiment once because like,
there were a lot of people who Billy Corgan from The Smashing Pumpkins, for example,
like doesn't let his band like have an orgasm
on the day of a show or something like that.
I think Darren, some director, I don't want to say his name wrong,
I felt like they're all these kind of artists who I was talking to,
who by not having an orgasm felt like they could use it.
And I think Napoleon Hill and Thinking Grow Rich or something,
talks about just not letting the energy out,
and then kind of recycling and using it for productivity in your life.
And I'm sure a lot of Tantric and other teachings say the same.
So I tried an experiment of not doing that.
I just felt horrible and I was attracted to everything.
I remember watching South Park and like,
Cartman's mom came on and like, and I felt like a roused.
I was literally like,
What are you talking about in your life, was this in?
This was like in a pre-truth.
Okay.
So the answer is like, I don't,
maybe I'm not there yet, but I have a strong,
I think that as long as it's not compulsive,
as long as it's not changing your healthy relationship with women or sexuality,
and there's always been masturbation or pornography.
Pornography?
Yeah.
What's your view on pornography?
I don't think it helps.
Yeah.
Here's a, let me give you a last thought of masturbation.
This is like a crazy thought.
I've never shared this.
I'll probably regret it.
I'll probably call you later.
Ask you to cut it out.
I think that everything in your life,
I think you can be giving yourself a seminar in your life all the time.
So,
maybe I'm here.
So, but when, but I tried, I almost think of this training.
So if I'm going to do it, I'll just think,
Okay, my goal is to like last longer or try to like do it twice or something.
So I try to think of everything.
How can I, even with that, I'm like,
How can I train myself to be better?
I'm just doing.
And so I'm always thinking even in my life,
I'm like, how can I, how can,
so a lot of people talk about the,
even I mentioned this kind of cliche of the authentic self,
versus the false self.
And I always think like,
shit, what is authentic?
How can I measure authentic?
I don't know what's authentic.
I think I'm, when I was really inauthentic,
I thought I was being authentic.
And I realized that a better dichotomy is the creative versus the destructive self.
So like if you're watching pornography and then masturbating
and like, do you feel better afterwards?
Was it constructive for you or was it destructive?
And so trying to do things that are constructive feels right.
Is that just an excuse, though, for a destructive behavior?
Go ahead. What do you mean?
So is it, so in the context of masturbation,
you're giving it some kind of purpose by saying it's the right practice.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
It's like training.
Yeah, am I just, am I just sort of deluding myself by doing my own excuse?
This is okay.
I guess the answer is like you,
by you know, you know the seed by the fruit.
So to see if it hurts in my relationship,
bisexuality or my relationship with women and things like that.
What about pornography, then?
Do you think pornography is harmful?
For relationships, love.
I guess the, I guess the answer again is like, it depends on how you're using it.
I don't know. I haven't really thought this out.
Certainly a lot of studies that show the opposite of pornography,
but I think if you're, if it's just becoming regularly and it's,
you're doing it too much or I'm sure you can just product me into healthy way with your partner
and watching together and maybe getting turned on and then experiencing some together
or mixing it up sometimes and I'm sure there are ways.
I think everything can be healthy and unhealthy.
You can drink too much water and die.
Do you think it's natural to be faithful to one person for life?
In all my research, I think the person who came up with what I think is the most evolutionary
argument that made the most sense was Helen Fisher.
And she's an evolutionary biologist, I believe.
And she said that she thinks it's natural to
and she studied marriage patterns, divorce patterns, and this changes based on a number of kids.
But where she, she believes, were wired for seven years for serial monogamy
with clandestine adultery.
That's what she says.
Meeting serial monogamy means one partner at a time,
but secretly cheating sometimes on the side.
That's how she thinks were wired.
And that I average is about seven years if you have more kids that last longer,
meaning that's enough time for the child to grow up and kind of take care of
self and then you get to have new children with someone else and vary your genes.
That said, that's like the evolutionary perspective.
That said, I don't believe like evolution is destiny.
You know what I mean?
It's probably evolutionary for people to
want to take someone's, you serve someone's power and money and I don't know.
I'm sure there are all kinds of evolutionary impulses that we have a prefrontal cortex
that allows us to make these choices.
I mean, if we had to do everything, I think you have a choice
whether you want to be faithful or not.
That said, fidelity is different than honesty.
Meaning that I think you can be honest with your partner.
And for example, I know people whose partner maybe the partner went through menopause
and sex stopped and they had a discussion and said,
like, I still have these sexual needs.
What do I do about it?
And they renegotiated the relationship.
You know, and some, so I think that we can rethink a relationship.
There's an ongoing discussion between two partners.
And probably the partner with the lowest comfort will generally win out.
I talked to this woman, Stephanie Coons, who's like the biggest expert on marriage.
She wrote a book on it.
And she said, the history of marriage was originally it was, you know, for property rights
and inheritance and kids were just extra workers, you know.
And then it was marriage for love was its radical idea.
And she says, now we're in this thing where it's just, you know,
tick a box, like I was at dinner the other day.
And a bunch of people were there talking about their relationships.
And so I was like, well, I'm going to have a kid, I'm freezing my eggs.
I want to have a kid later and I'm going to do this.
And someone else is like, I'm never, I'm going to get married and fall in love and have kids.
It's like a tick a box bag.
Do you want one partner or many?
You know, do you want to, you know, a lot of people are into, you know, ethical monogamy now.
Do you want kids? Do you not want kids?
You can just check a box and decide.
And we're in this way where we have so much choice.
Ethical non monogamy.
Yeah.
I didn't know that was a thing.
Yes.
What does that mean?
Some people call it the consensual non monogamy or ethical non monogamy.
But that's basically your, your not monogamous with your relationship partner,
but your ethical meeting.
You're both honest about it.
Oh, okay.
Yeah.
As you said earlier, you went on the journey to figure out whether that stuff could work for you,
like polyamorous relationships, swinging, all of those kinds of things.
And you concluded that it just, it couldn't work for you.
I think you remember you saying that you kind of wanted like a half open relationship at the time.
I think most people probably do.
I think that's probably coming out of like a, it was me coming out of a wounded place saying that.
By half open, you mean like, I get to you what I wanted.
They don't do something.
I think that usually whoever says that, and including myself at the time,
is probably like a wounded person, like in terms of like, I just want to do what I want,
but I want to deal with uncomfortable, and you deal with those uncomfortable emotions,
but, but you can't do what you want, because I can't deal with uncomfortable emotions.
So, so I think that the answer is, I think there's like three entities.
There's you, there's your partner, there's a relationship.
I think the right answer is something that makes all three better.
So, for example, when I was in those scenes, there were a lot of couples,
and it wasn't, sometimes it was the woman leading the charge,
sometimes it was the, the guy leading the charge, where one partner was letting the other partner
be more open, so they didn't lose them.
They were just silently suffering.
That's not good for the person or the, or the relationship.
But I think if you can find a way where like, for example,
one person I met, he like, he thinks his partner's fabulous, and other men getting to,
he shouldn't just get to hog all that fabulousness to himself,
like he wants to share that, or that people can get to experience that,
and so that's a right for him and right for her and right for their relationship.
And you've met people that are in that sort of polyamorous
situation that are like really, really, really happy.
Yeah, and here's what's interesting, I found that just as many people cheated in polyamorous
relationships, it's been agnus relationships, but I'll give you an example.
Like one of the first people I met, like maybe they have a boundary like,
oh, you're not allowed to do this specific sexual thing with other people,
you're not allowed to do this, like they would still break.
They can literally do like 95% of what they want, and 5% just restricted,
and they'll cross that boundary.
I found just as much cheating in that is monogamous, and the idea being that,
the idea really being if you're healthy, whatever relationship you choose will be healthy.
If you're unhealthy, whatever relationship style you choose will be unhealthy.
And maybe there was something in just breaking the boundary that people find
somewhat appealing. So it doesn't really matter what the boundary is, but they're being one,
you're going back to that avoidant nature of trying to stop yourself from being a bird trapped
in a cage and just breaking a boundary as part of the thrill.
Yeah, there's someone who met, part of the wisest person, a metaphor, he had his full name,
his name was Pepper, and he had two big thoughts, and one was that intentions are better than rules.
And then his second thought was, your partner has to have an abundance of you before they can sort
of be with other people.
So explain both of those then.
Sure. Sure, the intention is like, well, what are our intentions to honor each other,
to be honest, to respect, and to have sort of intentions, which are discussion points
versus, well, you can do that, but you can't do this, and behind those rules is an intention.
For example, what's behind the discomfort of someone sleeping with someone else is the
intention is safety. I feel unsafe if you're off with someone else, because I could lose you.
And so the intention maybe might be safety, and maybe there are other ways to get that need met.
You know, as a short guy who's like literally like five, six, and you know, and people are always
looking for someone who's like six feet or over a guy, you're like, oh man, I'm like six inches
below the mark. I realized, oh no, what they want is like safety there or security being with someone
who feels bigger or stronger helps them feel safe. And then I'm like, okay, I can do safe.
I can't do tall, but I can do safe. So that's the idea of intentions. Then the idea of a
partner has a abundance of you means a lot of people are like, this relationship isn't working,
we're fighting a lot, like maybe we should split up, but maybe let's try polyamory.
That's not going to work versus, or it's just if your partner has enough sex, has enough love,
has enough connection. And then you're with someone else, there's less of that fear because
they're full, your partner should be full first. Third thing for people are considering doing this
in case they're sure some people are like, it's thinking maybe this will work for me. And
it's, I think it's called the burning period, which is that if you do open up a monogamous,
open up a relationship, there's probably there's a period of six months or whatever that you,
there's a lot of discomfort and awkwardness. And it requires a lot of communication to work
through it. A lot of insecurity I imagine. Yeah, our biggest fear is a child is abandonment,
because what happens if our parents out there, we don't get milk or water or food and we die,
we can't take care of ourselves. And so we're fear of abandonment. A great line from the truth,
I think about this all the time when people are scared in a relationship about being abandoned,
this therapist named Lorraine said, unless you're a child or a dependent elder, no one can abandon
you except yourself. And you're like, you're not going to die of the person you love leaves you,
it's just going to hurt and suck. That feels right on a psychological level, it feels like we are being,
because that emotional reaction stems, I guess, right back to like, I don't know, being thrown off
the island by our tribe or something. And when we think about the physiological consequence of loneliness
as well, like the body completely changes, we go into self-preservation, we don't sleep as well,
just when we're, and that's just when we're lonely. Yeah, no, you nailed it. I think there's two
sizes, they abandon, like if a child's abandoned, maybe that child doesn't survive. And that's
obviously happened to us children historically. And then the other side, like you said, if you're
kicked out of the tribe, and this is why people are so fearful on social meeting, all these things,
you're kicked out of the tribe, well, you can't survive on your own out of the wild.
So we are afraid of abandonment and social rejection. There's abandonment and social rejection and
loneliness. Your first book, The Game, I think, I think it spoke to some men who feel that way,
like because I think those men, I think I was probably, maybe I was one of them where I was,
a young man who wanted to figure out how to be loved. And the game appeared to give me a
code to that. In a world where figuring out how to be loved and finding someone to love me,
was kind of this like complicated thing that didn't make sense. And I reflect on, I don't know
how many years we were from the game now, maybe 10 years or something. But in terms of
men feeling like they understand what masculinity is, and loneliness, and the statistics around
the amount of men that are sexless, we've gone in a worse direction. Like there are more men
now that feel isolated, lonely, that are struggling to find love and a partner. We've had
dating apps emerge, I think, since the game, pretty much through the game, which is confused
the whole dynamic of how do I find someone that loves me? Where do I find them? It's roughly about
50% of people now meet online. So there's this new generation of men and women that are struggling
now to find that love. It's interesting like you raised this question like, why is it when we're
more connected than ever that we feel more disconnected? I think that maybe one of the issues
I think it's really tough to all be connected because we thought that technology would,
with this idea of the global village, Marshall McLean and stuff like that, technology is going to
just create a global village, which it did, but we forgot that the village, it sucked to live in
the village. Because in the village, everybody's gossiping. If you step out of line, you're,
at least we were saying earlier, you're kicked out of the village. Everyone tries to keep everyone
down because it's petty and it's jealous. And if you're different or express yourself in some other
way, you're like an outcast. It used to be that if you left high school into college or move
somewhere else, you get to just create a homey life. And now we're all in this fishbowl staring at
each other and it's uncomfortable and maybe feels less safe. On top of that, I think there's some
statistic a few years ago that 25% of marriages start in the workplace. And now you can't really date
in the workplace anymore. So that's kind of on the table now. And then I think the other thing is
people, I noticed that on the apps, people sort of have this fantasy about what they want.
And then they might be with someone and start dating a few times and say, oh, you know,
that one thing's just not quite right in what I want. And there's so much abundance that they can
just go back to the dating pool instead of working, working it through or, or, or riding it out.
In other words, before you bet someone out, you exchange phone numbers. That was like exciting
thing. You got the phone number and cash will mention, I call like, it's only two days to call
and then you call and, oh my god, I'm a seaman four days. And, you know, and there's so much excitement
around that. And now you literally just, you like, you go back on one of these apps and within
like 24 hours, you have so many options. In your, in the last two decades, you've met so many
people that are like struggling in relationships and love. And I guess my question is like, what advice
do you give to them? The people that really, really are struggling. And it's different issues for
men and women because there's, there's different dating dynamics in play there. So for, for those,
let's start with men, for those young men, and I've had many guests in the podcast talk to those
speak of the statistics around young men and also around the suicidality of those young men and
I mean, some of the really crazy stats are around suicide. I think I've shared a few times before
that in the UK alone, someone dies by suicide every 90 minutes and 76% of them are male.
Look at some of the other stats. The number of unmarried men in the United States has increased by
50% since 1970. The number of men who are reporting that they are lonely has increased by 50%
since 1980. The number of men who have had sex by the age of 20 has decreased by 20% since 1990.
The age men have their first kiss is now getting later and later. The number of men who are reporting
that they have been victims of sexual assault by another man has increased by 20%.
So the stats tell a pretty horrific story. And then the same, the same here for women. In 1970,
only 13% of women over 30 were unmarried. Today, that number is nearly 50%. The divorce rate for
women over 30 has doubled in the past 50 years. And I can go on and on and on. So clearly, there's
something going on with relationships dating. Let's let's hold two ideas. One is there
something going on and the other one is stats. So when I wrote when I wrote the truth, I went through
like I started the book with these similar stats, you know, 50% emergent and divorce. But I'm like
I got my start. One of my stars is like a fact checker at the village voice before I was like
writing these books and things. And so I'm like I just really rigorously check facts. If you
really dig deep, you'll find that probably 50% of statistics are made up. You'll literally
out to the degree that most of them I couldn't keep the stats because either they
they'd never existed. In one case, we call the actual researcher. I think the divorce that or
the infidelity that they're like, she's like, I never said this. This is not for my research.
My name's always attached to this. I don't know how to stop it. So what happened? So a lot of
these things, first of all, but I think the sense of all this is very true. I'd be slow to jump on a
stat. It's funny. I did a piece for Rolling Stone on Elon Musk and some sort of thing happened
where I told him the statistic and he's like, I have to see how they did that study before I could
even comment on it. That said, I think we're in a crisis. I think what we're speaking of is that
like we were really like there's a there's a real mental health crisis. And if you think about
when you were a kid, like often, you'd have doctor's appointments.
Gosh, not often, but maybe maybe twice a year.
Maybe twice a year and have dentist appointments. The same, I think twice a year.
And often you'd have like therapist or psychologist appointments. Exactly, right? And that's our culture.
Our culture is your teeth better look great. Got to make sure everything physically is fine.
But no concern for mental health, no teaching of mental health, so we have no foundation to
build on. And then we get to our age where all those wiring and all those patterns are set and
either and then if we want to heal, we better have a lot of money because it's a rich person's
game to heal because insurance and nothing covers it. So like we really want to work on this.
And again, like if I could be sort of a crusader, maybe I should be, I don't maybe I need to be,
is it would be for taking like mental health as seriously as we take physical health.
Because guess what? Obviously stress leads to all kinds of diseases and also so many, so much
self-harm and other harm are related to obviously mental health issues. And then we have this idea,
and we all have some sort of mental health issue, you know, like everyone does. And if you don't
think you have a mental health issue, there's something going on, you know, looking the mirror
we're still, we're all wounded from the way we were raised. So we really need to get the culture
and the system to take mental health as seriously as they take all the rest of education.
But we clearly find just finding it hard to just to meet each other as well.
Yeah, there's a great, there's a Japanese writer named Kobo Abe, and he wrote this
woman in the dunes, which is a great book in and movie. He has this great line, he says like,
he goes for a wire for this tribal existence. And the city is the first place where we had a
meet a stranger that's not an enemy. And we're still not used to that. Strangers are scary.
I think most people are scary. I mean, even now back in the dating thing, I'm like, I'm meeting
someone on an app, and I don't know who they are. Like before, if I met someone that were kind of
in my scene or in my peer group or somehow we share these interests, but there's just a random
person on an app that literally like, maybe they're a scammer, right? You're in that phase now,
where you're dating again? Yeah. How's it going? And what's new in terms of like,
since last time you were in the, in a dating phase of your life? Let's see, I just ended like a,
like a short but serious relationship, which was interesting. And I, yeah, because what's new
is just the things we talk, we talked about. I think I'm with my son, like Friday's to Mondays,
so, so it's hard. I think it's hard for someone who's not a single parent,
or doesn't have a child to sort of understand that maybe I'm less available.
You can wreck one of two ways when you recognize you're getting older, right? You can go
by a flashy car and start dating, like, you know, people who feed or ego and you can just
feed or ego till you're dead. And that seems like a horrible way to go. I remember my first time in
LA, like when I moved to LA, I was in this like nightclub. And there was this guy in a wheelchair
with a older, with a mass debris, he was like very old, like 70 or 80. I don't know, he was,
he was at Death's Door. And he was surrounding it. He's like two, like, you know, very plab,
young plastic surgery. We have had a random and I'm like, oh man, like, you know, I don't know
whether to feel sorry for him or what, but I was like, oh, that's, that's like, that's, I guess
that's his life choice and good for him, you know? Some, so you can kind of chase that validation.
He liked dating multiple women because he liked women competing over him. That felt good when
there was drama, like it made him feel wanted. So you can live out, basically you're living out of
your unhealed wounds, right? You can either live out of your unhealed wounds or you can sort of
heal your wound and see what else am I here to heal or what else am I here to do? What's going to,
what are the few things that make me happy and the few things I can contribute?
I've got close friends of mine that feel somewhat similar from conversations we've had with them
where they're in a relationship with someone and it's almost like they're torn into two pieces.
It kind of takes me back to that. Maybe the start of your journey into the truth, which is
they love this person, but at the same time they just can't stop the urge to be with, to either
cheat or think about other people or to text other people, etc. And they're almost
tormented by it. Yeah, I know some people that are like really tormented by that.
Yeah, then you have to look at yourself and I just all the time is what parts coming out of a wound
and what parts like authentic, right? So there's one part where yeah, other people are attractive,
like if you're in a relationship and you find other people attractive or hot or like
might even think someone's a better match for you, like that's healthy. You still have eyes,
you still have a comparing mind a little bit and that's okay. It takes the right person.
What's that? Does it take the right person in your view to make you commit?
It takes you being the right person. Okay. It takes you 100% takes you being the right person.
And even to the degree that you're going to attract people, you're going to attract someone who's
at your level of growth and self-esteem. So like literally everyone who has that list of
this is what I'm looking for, like make that list for yourself and become that person and then
you'll meet that person. It's like just 100% true. But then the other side, like you said,
then there's the part where it's agonizing where it's like, oh god, I can speak from experience
that once I did all that work we talked about in the truth, I was like really happily monogamous
with anger. I didn't look at other people, I didn't chase that other stuff, like everything was
clean. What changed? What changed was I wasn't afraid of going deeper into intimacy anymore,
meaning that like I would just look at her and I wasn't, I just had walls up. They kept me from
getting closer that I'm really loving her and really accepting her. So you can either do the work
with another person or do the work against that person and against that person is acting out and
fantasizing in your head and resenting or the other thing is you can work on yourself and work on
how can I get deeper with them and how can I learn to accept them and how can I realize the issues
I have with them have nothing to do with them. There's a saying, I'm pretty sure it's a saying,
but that all relationship issues are historical. I think it's not about them, it's about something
that happened with mom or dad and the things you're trying to change and fix were things that
you needed from your parents. How important do you think it is to be completely honest in a
relationship? Your partners should have the pin for your mobile phone or there should be no pen on
your mobile phone, that complete honesty where they are able to see and know everything.
Yeah, good question. I think the ultimate balance is they have the pin for your mobile phone but
they never use it. Checking your partner's mobile phone behind their back is a form of cheating
and I think a relationship needs both honesty and trust to work. Honestly means one partner's
being honest with other partner just trusts. It's going to go just as badly. Do you think that
if you cheat on someone and they never find out, do you think what is the harm to you?
So if you cheat on someone, the harm to you is all of a sudden you've taken a relationship
and you just like drove a cleaver through it and now you're living in a separate world than they are.
You can't get back to the same intimacy that you had before because intimacy is showing who you are
and your vulnerability is someone else that being accepted. Right then, you're lying in bed,
if they get about that other person, you're worried about them texting, you start being a bit
different little differently around your partner. They sense that and they feel like something's
wrong, maybe it's wrong with them and they behave different and it sets off a whole, you know,
invisible chain into motion. And you can never authentically connect
whilst you're cheating on someone, if you're cheating on them, you can never really,
it's not a real connection, is it? Because you're hiding, you're hiding and compartmentalizing
something. So people are so good, they hide it from themselves. You know, there's a great line,
this is also from Rick Rubin, he said, it's in the book, so he said, I don't trade long-term happiness
for short-term pleasure. I've been trade long-term happiness, short-term pleasure. Interesting.
Right. It's really good. And I hear it, so I became with the mind of this, which is in terms of
guys like you and I and other men and women too who feel trapped by their relationship is,
I recognize that they're not keeping me from sleeping with anyone else. I can actually go
ahead and sleep with whoever I want. I really can't, I can sleep with everyone, but I have to be
honest and accept the consequences. So if sleeping with that person is more important than my
relationship, I'm free to sleep with them. It's actually my choice. So no one's being, you're not
being made to do or forced to do anything. It's all your choice. You just have to accept the
consequences that, well, that sex with that person better be more important than your relationship.
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You wrote Rick Rubens book, but you also wrote Kevin Hart's book.
Yeah. What did you learn about Kevin Hart?
Oh, man. I love, like, and he's, he's one, like, I learned a lot from him. He's really one of my
favorite people. Like, what you see, he, what you see is what you get, he is who he is, but I learned
is this. And this is like more of a business thing, but he has no resistance. He goes, he doesn't
have resistance to everything. Meaning that we have a plan, we want things to work out, and there's
an obstacle you had run holiday and the obstacle is the way there's an obstacle or someone's just
being difficult to work with or whatever it is. He just takes the call, deals with it, hangs
up and he doesn't get into a story about it. And so I don't know if it makes sense because I haven't
seen this like written anywhere as a principle. But when things go wrong or there's something he
has to do that he doesn't, he doesn't want to do. He doesn't have resistance to anything. He just
does it, rolls through it and moves on. And he doesn't think I'm like one of the biggest actors
in comedies in Hollywood. Why don't we have to deal with this? He just deals with it.
He doesn't procrastinate. He doesn't procrastinate. He gets it done. He does stuff himself.
He doesn't play mothers for bothering him. He really is like, and he's, he has the strength of
positivity. He's, even if he's, I've seen it like, quote unquote, yell at his kids, but he's so positive
in accepting. Interesting. When something happens, we get right into a victim place, right away, right away,
we think why me or God, why do I have to deal with this? This is supposed to be like this. And he
doesn't have that story. And he just does it. And going back to how we're raised, he was raised
with a very strict mom. And like, you know, and, and he applies that strictness into his life as a
discipline. And it works. What about Rick? Rick Rubin? What about learned, man, I mean that book,
the creative act. I originally didn't plan to write it. I just said, I'll do all the interviews
for the book and you can find a writer because I don't want to, you know, we're friends and it's
okay. Like, you need to find the right person for your book. But I just want to do all the interviews
because I wanted to learn from him because he's produced, but everyone, Kanye, Jay-Z, like,
Beastie Boys, Run DMC, like Johnny Cash. And he's so wise. And so I just wanted to learn from him.
And this is what I, I think the main thing I learned is it's in the book. I'm not trying to make
a book be something. I'm almost listening to the work and trying to hear what it wants to be.
So I really learned to take the ego out of the creative process and surrender to the moment and
understand there's something being called into existence that's not about me. And I'm just
trying to guide it there and not get in the way. And it was a whole new way of thinking it wasn't
an art of centered form of creation. It was an art centered form of creation.
Interesting. Yeah. If you're making a book or a podcast or whatever else, it's you kind of get
you out of the picture to allow the thing to become what it wants to become. Yeah. As an example,
the truth was going to be like against monogamy and trying to maybe create a new form of
a narrative of relational and marriage that works better because as you were saying earlier,
it's all broken. But instead of you came a book about healing my own trauma and I sort of listen
to that and that's why maybe the books are impactful. But it goes back to what we were saying
early. You said the first point of what they were calling a sex addiction was humility.
Yeah, or anything. And that's it. And it's really having humility in the face of
of the universe. There's so many other great points in that book. One of his great lines and
there is about, and this is great truth. It's true of bands, his business relationships.
You know, people get in conflicts or do you have a like a business partner? Do you kind of do
it all yourself? Oh, I used to have a business partner in my previous business.
Yeah. And he said, if you're disagreeing on things and not saying things the same way,
that's great. Because if you both think alike in a partnership and want the same things and
want to do things the same, then one of you is unnecessary. So true. Yeah. So true. We were successful
in our business relationship because we were so fundamentally different. So there was never
a crossover. Yeah. And we knew each other's responsibilities were a piece of work could come in
and we wouldn't have to speak. We knew who's job that would be based on skill set.
Yeah, it's great. And you're able to do that when you and not everyone can do that.
You know, they're like, it's a hard thing for them. What's your mission now in life?
Like you've done so much. You've, you know, you've been successful in so many areas of your life.
What are you aiming at now? Yeah, it's interesting. And it's funny. When I was like a kid,
when I was a, like in college, my whole goal, there was a newspaper called The Village Voice,
which was like the cool Miss Paper in New York. I just wanted to write for The Village Voice. It was
like, you know, the center of the art scene and the culture. And I started writing for them when
I was like in my early 20s. And then everything that was really my life goal and then everything's
been a bonus. And I really think in terms of projects, like I was thinking before your show,
I was looking at your podcast thing. And it was like the relationship experts, the sex experts,
the sex expert, the number one this. And I was thinking, what do I do or what am I?
And I believe I have the saying like that don't brand yourself. Like let the world try to brand you
while you keep moving forward. And I really just think in terms of projects. So I have no goal other
than I want the next project I'm working on. I just want to do really great at it and share it.
And then move on to the next project that I'm really excited about.
The difficulty with labels is we pick them up when we ask successful at something.
Yeah. And then we get stuck. Yeah. I mean, how many people do we know that it's
say the health industry where someone's like they stake their health reputation on some
something that's really true in the moment. And now maybe the research has changed. And then
they're still, they don't want to lose their audience though. They're saying something that maybe
they don't even believe anymore because we grow when we evolve. And if you label yourself as something,
well, man, it's hard to move on. And so we have to be really careful. I think we have to be
really careful of that. Some people, other way, there's certain people, they have just one mission
and that's their mission and they, and that's great for them. And they're people like you and I
who are very growth oriented who keep changing. Like you had one identity before this podcast,
you have a completely new one. And I know doubt that in like five, seven years, maybe that was
that saying seven years on all our sales recycling were completely new. They're going to be doing
something equally amazing and unexpected and cool. What's that been? What was that like for you?
Because your book was so successful the game. It was so successful. So you've become the game guy.
Yeah. Yeah. And my thought was, if I thought was, okay, I have to do something else that's
strikes people so powerfully become the whatever guy. Yeah. It was still like, okay, what could I do?
Logically, that's what I would think. I think I just have to do something bigger and they'll
learn me for that. And then there are other people who are still doing that, who are literally
the people in that book, the game who are out there still doing the same thing. And with a book,
it's not like a social media post where it just kind of falls off the timeline. Yeah.
It's selling every day. Yeah. And you're really fortunate to be thought of as by other people as the
whatever guy, who never even known as anything. Yeah. So it's like, I'm really grateful for it.
And I'm like, how can I what what's next? Again, going back to Rick Rubin. His thing is,
as soon as you finish a work. And you, he's once you share it, you just move on to whatever's next.
Why was it so resonant that book the game in your view? I don't know. It's a weird thing. It was
really out of my control. And it's funny because I really feel the books. I feel like you get the book.
Like to be I was really writing about mail-in security. Like it isn't a book about like,
like you were saying you were lonely. You felt disconnected. You didn't know how to connect.
That's what you said, right? Yeah. It was like getting, I mean, it was the, it was the girls at school.
I like, I didn't know why that dude over there was really successful with them. And I was less
successful than that guy over there. And I didn't realize that there was this whole kind of psychology
about my like posture and how I could present myself. And honestly, one of the big things that I
came to learn, I don't think I've ever said this before, was at 18 years old, I was very unsuccessful
with the women that I wanted. So whenever I wanted someone, I couldn't get them, right? It didn't
mean I couldn't get, you know, girl friends, whatever. But whenever I wanted them, I couldn't get them.
Right. Which is obviously quite annoying. So there's like five people, girl friends at a road that
I wanted. And I couldn't get any of them. I could get other people. I was doing fine. I don't
want to make it seem like I wasn't doing fine. I was doing fine. And I always wondered why that was.
And then reading about the psychology of the game and understanding that, there's this
sort of social proofing thing and that I portray my value to people in everything that I do,
how I speak, how I hold myself, how desperate I am, whether I lean in in conversations and peck
them. And how to just be a little bit more composed. Right. Would you do very well by the way?
Now I do. Yeah. Yeah. Maybe not so much then. And then I saw this really interesting thing,
which was by 25 years old, when I was actually securing myself, my mannerisms all changed naturally.
And I fell more in line to what in the game you referred to as a natural. Yeah. As in like,
I did the high value things naturally. And then I was successful. Yeah, because I think it was
like a real shallow path to like self-improvement or self-esteem. Yeah. And it is nothing. And I think
it's interesting. I felt like the, I think it did well. Because I think of the culture things
that is like the douchebag's Bible or something like that. And for me, it was really like about
male insecurity and that feeling less than. And then sort of finding this very shallow path. And
also like, it's a path and go in the wrong direction. If you keep like you did, the goal is
to become a natural meco of all those things. Almost like when we're, someone's going to play
to paint or play tennis or whatever it is, they're following the form and then let go and
step into who they are. Yeah. And then I lost in that. But I didn't need any, funnily enough.
I didn't need any tips or tricks or strategies or little games or whatever when I was securing
myself. Yes. What's the book you'd write then instead? If like, if the goal is to get to a place
where you're securing yourself, what is the, who, what kind of book would that be? Yeah. I mean,
I think there couldn't be any other book because that was the, A, that was the path I took. Yeah.
And B, like somehow I thought female validation would get me there when it really need to be my own
validation. Yeah. Like, how do we get, that's what I'm saying. Like, how do we get, what's the book on
our own validation? Yeah. Yeah. I think, I think it's, there's a couple great books on that. But I
also think there's no shortcuts to this stuff. Like again, blessings to everyone who does plant
medicine and I'm not against black medicine anyway. But I think like, like you can't just, I don't
think, and again, there are plenty of exceptions to everything I'm saying. But I think like,
two in one, ayahuasca, like journey, he is not going to, you know, are doing one of the workshops
that I do in the Hoffman process or doing anything. We all wear this culture where we want these
shortcuts. But like, it's always that long cut. It was like the many year journey per, the many
year journey we went on to figure this stuff out is where we got there. So I think maybe there's
no other path other than one we took. And if there's shorter path, we want to go out there.
That's exactly what I think. I, I wish, I think men, specifically, like young dissolution single
men that are like looking for love and not having much success need now is, is a book about
the long cut. Yeah. The long route. The long cut to get to your next book, the long cut.
I'm not an expert on the subject matter enough to write about it. But, but like, what is,
what does the long cut look like? Because the long cut to self esteem is like going to the gym,
working on yourself, working on your mental health, being of service to society,
friendship, emotional expression, those kinds of things. You just did a table of contents here,
book. We're getting there. But I don't even that like that list you gave is really great. And it's
funny with my son who's in the end of the room, we have Sunday service days and we do something
of service. Because I think that's like that. I love that you mentioned that like we try to do
something. So I think those, I think, I think it's true that it's really a combination of
stuff and some people just look at one path. But it is a little bit of, of all those different
components of working on your psychological health, feeling like, why do I feel less than? What was
the thing? What's great, what's great about like the stuff in your past, looking at your childhood,
is you see that it's not you. I always thought it was just me, like somehow I'm not enough.
And then I realized, oh no, I feel like not enough because these experienced, you know, my mom
calling me all these different names, I can internalize that and thought that's who I was. And I can
say, oh, that's not who I am. And now I get to change. So it's nice to look back and see how these
seeds were planted. So we can say, oh, that's not me. That was just some programming. And then I can
run a virus scan on myself, right? And, and quarantine the virus. So I think like the long cut to
self-esteem is figuring out why, what those reasons are. And then working on them. And then all those
different components you said of, I think the easiest step is being other oriented instead of self-oriented.
Being of service, instead of saying, I expect everyone to make me feel good. How can I make others
feel good? And how can I make my, my job is to feel good about myself. There's a great line,
I mentioned PMLity earlier, who's an amazing therapist and author. She says like self-esteem should
come from the inside out, not seeking it from the outside in. And so like you said, you can go
into the gym, I think doing something physical, you know, like doing something meaningful,
having friendship, social relationship connection, all those things, having, looking at those
different areas of your life and keeping them full. And then looking at the things that are
destructive in your life, how often are you doing scrolling, you know, how often are you comparing
yourself to others, how often are you chasing things you don't really want, if you like, you should
want, and all those other things. Your son comes to 21 years old and says that I'm struggling. I,
I'm single, I'm lonely, nobody's interested in me. Women aren't interested in me.
Which book do you pass him, the Game of all the Truth?
Yeah, good, good question. Yeah, I don't know. I mean, first of all, he probably would never,
I feel like, I don't know. I don't know. I feel like the game,
maybe I give him neither. I don't know. Maybe I sort of just talk to him and listen.
Yeah, I feel like he almost have to read both to like get it because the game can be seductive
in itself. But also the game's not a, the game doesn't necessarily end well, even within the game
for the pickup artists. Yeah, so I don't know which I give him. Maybe I talk to him.
Those characters from the GameCube know where they are in their lives. Yeah, you do.
Yeah, yeah, I talk, I like, I, I, I stop by saying who from Mystery, who's out there doing his
thing, doing workshops in Europe right now, I think. Yeah, it's funny. Like a lot of people
still do it for going through, just still be a man, doing them right, going in an
other way. I think it's hard. How do we stop doing it ourselves if ourself isn't serving us?
So you will be writing a third book in this series. I know you've written many, many, many books,
but a third installment of Neil's kind of journey in love. Yeah, or, or, or maybe not. Back
to the idea, like it feels natural going to do the next installment because that's what I do.
But how often we trap what we've done before. Yeah. Like lately, I've been doing these podcasts.
True crime. These true crime podcasts that I'm, I feel like I'm hopefully helping people
in making a difference and storytelling in another way and trying to like
help people locally. So, so maybe I don't do that, but I don't know. We talked about labeling.
Yeah. And that's kind of linked in with identity. What do you, what do you want to be known for?
And I think this is an interesting question because I think if someone asked me that,
it's like a bullshit answer. Right. And then there's probably like the truth. Like if I could
choose what people knew me for, I would be known for the businesses that I've built. Yeah.
I guess the podcast as well, but for me, like I'm, I have a preference towards that part of my
identity for some reason. Yeah. What about you? Yeah. I mean, I really like, I always,
I always want the books to be known more than me. Like I like, you'll notice in the books,
my picture's not on them or anything like that. I don't like, I really want the books to be known.
So just, I guess I would like it like, oh, that's a new Neil Strauss thing. I can't wait to read it
or listen to it or watch it. I just, I just want to be known as like, oh,
he does something that's worth noticing or reading or paying attention to. So this is a writer
or a storyteller or something, but, but really like, I'd rather the projects be known. Like the new
podcast series I'm doing, which is different than the rest. Like my head, I'm just thinking,
I just want it to be awesome and people to be like, really excited by it. Like, and I think I'm just
always thinking about the next project and I can't wait for it to come out and like have an impact.
When's it coming out? Uh, I think January. I'll say about it offline. It's crazy. Really?
Yeah, it's crazy. Because when I saw you were doing a true crime podcast, I thought, does that mean
you're like reading out stories from cases that were, you know, a couple of years ago or something?
Yeah. Okay. I'm a big true crime fan. So I don't listen to any other genre. I don't even listen
to this podcast. Right. We have a closing tradition on this podcast where the last guest leaves
a question for the next guest, not knowing who they're leaving it for. The question left for you
is describe a moment in your life when uncertainty was dominant. How did you navigate this uncertainty?
And how did it change you? After 9-11 and then after Hurricane Katrina, I think we had a certain
thing that Americans that we felt were just Americans not touchable or something like that.
Nothing bad happened. And then when 9-11 happened and we responded in the way we did as a country and
felt like the whole world hated American terrorists and you know, the L.O. Red, all these
alert levels. And when Hurricane Katrina happened and you saw bodies floating down the
street in American city and here was a disaster. The government knew it's coming and there's
nothing we could do about it. I think I felt this existential uncertainty, which is like
which everybody feels now, by the way. The whole world feels it now because no one trusted the
system. No one trusted the government. But this is like it felt new then. It's crazy how now
everybody feels this way. And certainly I felt was like, fuck, you can't rely on the system to
protect you. You're on your own. Is that why you wrote the book about prepping? Prepping. Yeah,
that's how I wrote the book about prepping. And then what I did was... Prepping is basically
preparing for the worst possible day. So like Doomsday or I don't know like a world or a new clip on.
So you start stockpiling in your house stuff that will mean that you can survive on your own.
Yeah, learning kind of survival skills. So I guess the way I felt that existential uncertainty
and way I did that was two of the things that would allow me to feel safe and give me like peace of
mind. So the idea is when I feel the uncertainty, I try to take the steps that give me peace of mind
and are constructive and not de-structive. Sometimes it feels like we're in such an uncertain time.
Then people do things that are giving them peace of mind that are de-structed to themselves
or others like all a lot of hatred and division and things like that. But recognizing I think
that that uncertainty maybe comes from within. So what I did I guess I guess I guess like the answer
is when I feel the uncertainty I go on a journey that becomes a book whether that was the game
that's certainly about dating relationships with the truth or uncertainty about the world
of this emergency. And are you still a prepper? I'm prepped. But at the same time I also recognize
there's only so much you can prep for. You know what I mean? We don't know when these disasters
are coming and we don't know how it's going to come or what it's going to look like. We had a
pandemic so we think we're apparently an ex-pandemic but the next thing that's going to happen is
nothing we're ready or we're concerned for. So I think the best thing you can do is be like
mentally prepared for the unknown in crisis situations. But I did get like a second passport
and all those things in case I need to get my family to safety. So second passport maybe
is the answer. Neil thank you. Thank you so much. Thank you so much for writing the truth because
this book has certainly helped me to. I said to you before we start recording there was a part of
this book where you describe a bird in a cage and that's exactly how I felt and then you go on to
reframe that notion to make me understand that I'm not trapped in a cage and that I am consciously
making a choice to be in the relationship that I'm in and at any point if I wanted to leave I can.
And for me that I do in this book is part of the reason that I've been in a wonderful successful
relationship for the last four years that is enriched my life. So thank you so much for that.
Your writing style has always been something I've admired so much and even when I became an author
I remember that being friends of mine that you were able to take on these incredible journeys
and in through the journeys I learned something and that's how I've aspired to write we can do
a whole nother podcast another time about your writing ability because that is profound and
evidence by the fact you've written Rick Rubin's book which is behind me in Kevin Hart's book and
many others that people don't know about. So thank you for the inspiration it means a lot to me
and thank you for your generosity. Thank you. I'm excited for where your journey takes you and
end up the next conversation on Parenting. I look forward to it. Thank you.
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